Sometimes would wonder why ...

Why is it so hard to find someone that one really likes and that individual would like self in return. It's always either someone liking self (which usually isn't reciprocated) or self liking some cute stranger. Am quite tired of waiting and searching for 'the one' perfect guy who fits the bill (i.e cute, athletic, funny, kind and loves me .. in that order of importance). Seems now that is impossibe to happen. It never happens! At least, not to me. Can never ever find someone whom likes me and i like in return.

Am so melancholic and so sad! Am totally disillusioned with the idea of love.