Oh…am feeling v. weird. Maybe it’s withdrawal (obviously not in the financial or sexual form). Am feeling a little suggestive… and the actions of a guy is making me nervous. In a good way. Nervous and exhilarated. Fwaw… he’s damn cute.

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Gaahhh!!! Cannot believe that I am thinking of him in this way. Cannot do it. Am. Not. Going. To. Think About. Him. Am not going to fantasize about him.

Cannot bring self to forget him though. Forgetting him is hard in manner of solving math problems, eating broccoli etc.