overwhelmed

sense of loneliness. it just hit all of a sudden. kind of took me by surprise.

was going home after a long and pretty good day at school. then the facial person from marie france called me to ask when my next appointment will be, and from her, i realised my mum and dad has gone to malaysia (don't ask me why i had to know from her) for the night. bah and alex was at orchard, so i'm eating dinner alone.

really really overwhelmed by the loneliness.

wanted to call sam or cheryl out for dinner, but sam couldn't, and cheryl was at some talk thing.

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had lunch with wenyee and daniel at arts canteen today. sat at the wonderful scenery place overlooking the harbour! ... amazing how bonded our group is... i only knew them last tuesday! and we are talking talking talking about everything that we could think of!

so out of the blue - and i was really caught by surprise, wenyee said

'i can't believe you don't have a boyfriend!!!'

I was stunned for a while, didn't know what to say.

'erm, i just broke up, kind of early don't you think? haha'

'ya i know! but there should be like a whole line of guys waiting to ask you out already! you're so pretty and so nice and...!'

for a 2nd time, i was really stunned again and just shrugged awkwardly and tried to laugh it off with a lame joke.

'ya let me make a few calls, they're just resting for today'

daniel 'ya! later i should like go around bizad and put up posters about it or something.'

*laughs

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was doing some manual labour work today for my marketing project, and suddenly it struck it as really ridiculous. reminds me a bit the days i used to work at singapore island country club and all the stuff i did. the binding and stuff...

reflex action, i took my handphone and started to type a message 'hey, you know what i'm doing now!!! =P'

then -

i stopped myself.