I just fell down recently and had this really bad scrape on my left knee. They should have the players wear knee pads when they play hockey, or even floorball. Anyway, it’s really gross now, the injury, I mean. It has yellow pus thingy coming out and it’s quite nasty. I really shouldn’t be saying this.

:+:*(grins)Christine*:+:

Alright, I thought it thru.I'm just in a state of madness

I’ve been thinking and I think this song sums it all up nicely

CRUSH
Mandy Moore
Ah oh, yea yea yea, ah oh
You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know I should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me things that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...


I believe a part of me feels that way.

:+:*Much love, Christine*:+:

I feel so bad. Sometimes, I wonder if the good things that happened to me are unmerited. A friend had done something really nice for me this week. Mike actually went home to take his sweater for me because I was complaining I would be freezing cold during camp. I wonder if I had deserved it. Especially since I don’t really feel like going all the way out to do something nice for him. I sort of wished that he would not be so nice to me, just leave me alone; I would not feel so bad then. And I don’t want to feel bad, or that I owed somebody something that I don’t wish to repay.

Well, to say the truth, I had much rather someone else would do special thing for me instead, and?well let’s just say ?so close yet so far.

:+:*Much Love, Christine*:+:

Anyway, I have been watching Survivor Marquesas and The Amazing Race 2 last night and it was like, reality TV fest or something. 4 hours of pure reality TV adrenaline (Amazing Race 2 was a special 2 hour screening and Survivor Marquesas had a 24 day recap thing)! It was fantastic! I was so glued to the TV set.

I particularly loved the Survivor Marquesas 24 day recap. It was so… awesome! And I actually get to see Gabriel again! Survivor Marquesas had a lack of cute guys after he left. Anyway, I predict Tammy or Robert out next week. I am really surprised Zoe is out this week.

Ok, enuf reality talk. Shall make my prediction again next week.

:+:*Much excitement, Christine*:+:

Premonition? Well, let’s just say Friday turned out to be better than I thought.

:+:*(Grins) Christine*:+:

Ok, i just had a really spicy fishcake. And now I am still smarting from it...
On a more ominous note, I have a feeling that something is going seriously wrong
I don't know what is that but I know something bad is going to happen. Something about relationships.
Ok, here, I've said it. Shall update when there are less people looking at this. Like "Yellow", and Ah Ming, who are beside me right now.
Can't a girl get any privacy?????

hi! I am in school now and I don't hafta go for chinese class...YAY!!! My friend just called me "siao". that means crazy for those who don't know what it means. Oh, by the way, she's Yellow!
I am still having trouble putting pictures on this stupid webbie. Shit.

i was just doing my geog project and my friend "Yellow" thought i was angry because of some project complications...
well, just a note, lao huang... I am not angry and i am announcing this on cyberspace!!!!

ok,,, i think i will say more. i was having alot of trouble with this and i am so glad that this is finally up.
shall update again later

you mean this actually works?

i am not amused