Friday.

I have 8 am classes and I am still here.

Shite.

It's just that lately I'm always so tired, always completing one project and find myself facing another 362 projects (now I'm just exaggerating but you know what I mean) . This sem's just so tiring, like what Caleb said about going through the motions... it's not fun anymore. But of course, it's good that I have my friends with me. I actually thought up a 'thank you' list for some of my friends yesterday, on how they helped me get through, cause this sem's been pretty rough for me. Especially the start of the semester... I seriously sound like I forgot my happy pills or something.

Anyhow. It's straightening itself out now. The weekend and next week tentative plans -

(1) Perfumes project to be done over the weekend.
(2) Mel's bday celebration at black. Wheee! Lychee Martinis!
(3) Asia Pac report to be done by 2 weeks. (Should be able to. Have formed new friendship bonds with my group members though hatred of the stupid faggot in my class who goes around ridiculing my presentation. Ass. Will write more about that later. Ps - I have nothing against homosexuality)
(4) Dye my hair? I really want a red streak.
(5) Sleep a lot
(6) And! Finish watching Sex and the City season 6.

I need coffee... lots of it. Will have to pay a visit to Spinelli's later. Hur. I just realised that I'm gonna need a new card... finished my old one. It's bad, cause everytime I go to Spinelli's or any other of my morning coffee haunts (Edward's), I'm only half awake and look half dead. That is how bad I am without coffee in the mornings. So - maybe I need to cut down my reliance on coffee.

I miss my best friends! Haven't seen Sam in ages and Cher's in Texas. Sigh. Luckily I'm meeting Sam later. Miss ya babe.

My eye...

Mel, I should have heeded your advice... :/
My eyes are a little painful now...
And ya.. Caleb! if you are reading this!! -kaypo- Hehe.

No la... Caleb is nice. Thanks for the cab ride back! :D

Stolen from WX's site :p

10 random things about me
01. I am allergic to peanuts. But I hate peanuts anyway. Stupid peanuts. But hey I’ve found someone who will eat them for me! Yay!
02. I like listening to the sound that goes ‘crrrush’ when you delete something from the recycle bin on the computer. (Wah, I sound just like a freak)
03. I love to wear skirts and shorts… hate jeans cause it’s too hot.
04. I am a hedonist, procrastinator. I’m vain and narcissistic. I am pretentious.
05. I love playing in the waters at the Merlion Walk at Sentosa
06. I laugh easily. ‘Haha’ and 'Yayyy!' are like my most overused words. Haha.
07. I love taking photos of stuff (and myself) and my friends.
08. I love butterflies! They are so pretty. Haha.
09. I secretly want to be Carrie / Charlotte from Sex and the City.
10. I love looking at visuals… and pretty things. Yay!

9 ways to win my heart (Haha)
01. Make me laugh.
02. Exude confidence. I don’t like to date people who are unsure of themselves
03. Message me for no reason other than to tell me you miss me
04. Intelligence is important to me
05. When I discover you’ve incorporated me in your life in various little ways (like having my favourite music in your mp3)
06. Small gestures make me happier than I can express.(like holding my hand while you drive)
07. Call me for no reason other than to hear my voice
08. It actually takes very little to win my heart (Haha... see, I told you this is my most overused word) I'm a sucker for a lot of cliche things.
09. But ya… I must have feelings for you first of course.

8 things i carry/wear everyday
01. Wallet
02. Handphone
03. Mp3 Player
04. House keys with sajc touch rugby keychain
05. A bag?
06. Lip gloss (any type… I have like 10 tubes at home)
07. clothes (duh)
08. I don’t know leh!!! Hair tie?

7 people that annoy me
01. people who cut queue!!! Shit YOU!!!! I hate you.
02. Posers… come on la.. you are losers.
03. girls who look at me like I want to steal their bfs… *stick tongue out at you
04. Stupid people.
05. People who walk slowly. I can’t stand it. I need to walk fast.
06. Stupid people who sit beside me when there are like 35 other seats on the bus
07. People who wear the same clothes as me… not really their fault, but they annoy me…

6 places i've visited or intend to
01. Taiwan
02. Thailand
03. Redang
04. China and HK (only cause my parents and bro have been there except for me… so unfair!!!)
05. Croatia (Or just East Europe in general)
06. I want to get married on the Maldives!!!

5 things i wanna do before i die
01. I hate questions like this.
02. Cause I never have an answer I’m satisfied with
03. Ok… I guess I want to go backpacking once in the US or Europe
04. I want to sit on a hot air balloon
05. I want to learn how to do a somersault (sadly, I think my old bones will not be able to take it)

4 things i'm afraid of
01. regret. I hate regretting things
02. horror movies. (stupid max :P)
03. losing or hurting someone close to me
04. uncertainty

3 things i do everyday
01. check yahoo and the ANTM site
02. Walk around the house
03. procrastinate and think how much better my life would be if I can just have fun and not do anything

2 things im trying not to do now
01. not to forget to prepare speech for presentation later (shite me)
02. think too much.

1 person i wanna see now
Max. (D) hearts him.

Satisfaction *giggle*

I love my project mates! Yayyyy! They are more satisfying than a PDA! *snicker*
Clockwise from top left - Wenqi, Me, Ade, Melissa, Sheryl (aka Sister1) and Weisiong (aka Sister2) Lots of love!

This picture is done by the very talented Sheryl! Yayy!

Another day where Chris has no willpower

Today I skipped all 3 lectures so I could camp outside CRE to do my asia pac biz writeup. I'm doing it today because (1) I was supposed to do it on Sunday but I got lazy, and went out for dessert with Christina (2) I was supposed to do it on Monday, but I went out to meet D, and did not touch it at all. That's why. I swear, if you look up 'procrastinate' on the dictionary, you'd see my face smiling back at you.

Anyway, it was fun, after project Sheryl, Adeline and Yanting were at the benches doing work.. and we basically just started taking photos for fun.. haha. Will try to upload them later... :D

Later D drove down to meet me in school.. and got kind of lost ard bizad. Haha... We went to Harbourfront. Don't know how, but managed to scratch his car a little. (Car related trouble 1) For some reason I felt guilty... Hm. Erm so we walked around Harbourfront for like 3 times... haha. And had ice cream. And then dinner at Coffee Club - guess what I had again. No prizes for getting it right [Cheese and mushroom pie!].

Then later we went to Sentosa! Haha... It was a pretty impromptu thing. Got sort of lost looking for a carpark (car related trouble 2), but finally made it in time to watch the laser show ... or what do you call that.. merlion show or something... which I love cause they had the fire thing! Later we went to the Merlion Walk. I was happy cause the last time we had camp there I didn't get to go at all! (Was stuck at Fountains) So erm... it was interesting. And fun! :D (Stupid frog jokes)

Anyway, later he sent me back, but for some reason, instead of driving out of the car park, he drove onto some bicycle track?! (car related trouble 3) Haha... We got lost at the AYE though, cause I forgot to point out the exit (car related trouble 4).

I'm tired now... will update more later...

'But seriously... What are we doing?'

I don't know either.

I thought we were just dating. I didn't think he'd be the one who would bring that up first.

But -

I don't know.

Today in a nutshell -
Internship applications - School to hand in Landscapes evaluation - Home - Nap - Meet Dan at 4 at PS - Eye10 - Walking around in PS - I'm not dressed for pool - Pool at Monstercue (irony)- Dinner at ThaiExpress Paragon - No Chinese (Din Tai Fung!) - Gays - Salvatore Ferragamo shoes - Lee Hwa Jewellery - Mrt - What are we? - Going too fast - Good nights - Home - I don't know - Singapore SME - Screw it, I'm skipping all my classes tomorrow.

ETA - Grah!!! I can't seem to get started on my work!!!

Sugar Rush!

Playing ~ Semi Charmed Life (Third Eye Blind)

Hahaha...

I was just talking to Christina on MSN yesterday night... She had a craving for chocolate, and we started talking about dessert - elmer fudge cake from NYDC, tiramisu from TCC, dark chocolate etc.

Then - we decided to be spontaneous and go out for dessert at Holland V!!! HAhaha... that was fun! Ordered the boney cake and crazysexycool mudpie, love it loads... so delish. I was so full though; I think I've satisfied my dessert cravings for about a week... maybe 2. :) Yayyy!!! Too bad though, I didn't take pictures...

And so. I was complaining about waking up early right, and not being able to sleep till late. I think I know why. Cause of Alex, who has school at 7 everyday - he wakes up and blasts Slipknot on his player, comes to my room to 'borrow' my hairspray and use the mirror. So yup... that may be why I can't go back to sleep after that. Stupid. :/ But I napped so much yesterday afternoon that the whole day's just wasted!!! arrhhh!!!!

And I still have so much stuff to do but I am still going out tonight!!! :/ :/ :/ Gahhh!!!!!! This would be the first time I actually told myself - 'I told you so'

Pretty pink drinks don't taste good. :/

Pretty pink drink's something known as raspberry latte from TCC. It looks so pretty, but trust me, you don't want to drink it.

=8-?

Once again, I'm awake at 7 on a Sunday morning. This is so damn weird... I think my biological alarm clock has been altered a little since project hell week, waking up for 8 am classes, 9 / 10 am meetings. So even now when I don't have to wake up early, here I am. I wonder how long would it be before I start sleeping till 10 again... haha.

And grah!!! I have so much to do today!!!
(1) Research on SMEs in Singapore and their performances overseas (Due Tuesday with PPT)
(2) Peer evaluation for Landscapes (This should be easy)
(3) Try to make the ppt for Asian Markets more pro. (Poor project mate's like doing a lot of work..)
(4) Send out resumes

And I'm trying to do as much stuff as I can possibly do today, so I could go out tomorrow... Sigh. I really really want to be good and be like those people who can really focus, you know? When they have a project due, they'd just sit their butt down and concentrate on making it perfect till it is - not running around having fun then turn around and grumble that she didn't have enough time, like me.

I'm a procrastinator... hahah... BUT I can't stand the thought of handing a sub standard project!!! :/ Kills me (Thanks Sheryl for this phrase)

Hm... I can't wait for Asian markets seminars to end also... I really like the lecture, but hey... the ticket system's irritating me. I can't stand it when people say stupid things and get rewarded for it just cause they manage to confuse the whole class. There's a difference between a good point that makes you go 'Hmmm...' and a piece of shit point that makes you go 'Hmmm...?!?' I'm just bitter.

Aiya. This sem has been pretty up and down, in many ways... I'm kind of glad the sem's coming to a close. I love the modules I'm taking but there are just too many projects!

Ok... If I just breathe, everything will be alright. Everything will be alright! Thank you Michelle Branch!

(Happy Birthday =))

Of being happy but uncertain.

Today was fun. I'm pretty tired now so let's see if I can quickly write up something.
Probably gonna do it in point form...

Morning - Project meeting at Lot 1 with JH - Bodyshop with 10 bottles of stuff (haha..) - Passionberry lip gloss! - Afternoon home - MSN - Mike as confidante (thanks Mike :D) - Dan - Out to watch Eye10 - Frantic rush - 5 at Orch - Lido really crowded - Cine - Lemony Snicket - Dinner at NYDC - Genius drink is addictive - Tabasco sauce (in eye.. ouch) - Max and I - HMV Kanye West - Movie posters - Movie - TCC - Tiramisu - weird raspberry drink - Rouge and his friends - Electrico - Saw Junhao - Left Rouge - Home

=)

ETA (3:56 am) - I am awake after sleeping for 2 hours. I can't sleep and I'm doing my senseofsmell.org assignment. I need my sleep, but I just can't sleep!!!


Flashback
I just realised something ...

It's almost like how it started with J... the movie (Hitch), the dinner, the eating (spoons too). And the paying, of course.

I don't know how he (D) felt about me trying to edge in and pay my share at every instant... But what happened with J was a pretty awkward incident... and I'm not really sure how to talk to J when he comes back, so I don't want sth like that to happen again.

But yup. I think I'm doing pretty okay so far... And I really like hanging out with him. Was telling Cher that while I don't know about him being bf material, dating like that is so fun. And I'm happy doing just that, so maybe I just won't think too much into it.

And ya... really miss Cher and was glad she called, cause I really needed to talk to someone about it.

Chris is tired

I had a weird night. I went to sleep at 2... I had something on my mind so I tossed and turned for the entire night. When I finally got to sleep, I could sense that at the back of my mind I was thinking about something, so I didn't really sleep.

I woke up at 6 thinking the same thought that I fell asleep thinking about and ran through over and over in my mind while I slept.

That's why I only got 4 hours of sleep despite having classes only at 12.

Uncertainty is the operative word.

This is crap. I wonder what he's thinking. I wonder what I'm thinking. I wonder what exactly am I.

Anyway

There is a ray of hope for mkt2401!

(1) Test result placed me in the top 20%
(2) EeYeow (if I can trust him) said our report's well written ...

So... there is hope!!

The one where Chris gets sleepy

I am so tired... I just spent last evening, night and morning today doing my marketing report.
It's done, not as perfect as I'd want it to be, but I'm so tired I couldn't give a damn anymore. Which is why I'm starting to do some of the slides now before we meet up on sat... I don't like to hand in sub par jobs.

Anyway, last night was crazy ... did the report with Sheryl and JieMei Weisiong (haha) outside clubroom till 11plus. No more shuttlebus, so really have to thank Daniel for driving us out to Clementi.

*digress* Gah!!! I have project meeting for APB now which I didn't know about!!! And Weiyang just called and said it's okay, they'd just discuss. Shite. I feel like the lousiest project mate ever.

Anyway, last night was sort of fun in a way if you take away the stress factor. We were just so high we laughed at everything remotely funny. I actually like working in high stress situations... I don't get motivated until I'm stressed, but in this case, the stress level is too high. I mean, if I'm still working on a report 2 hours before submisson time, something is seriously wrong.

And ya... maybe it's because there were only 3 of us working on a supposedly 6 person project. I'm not angry or anything, I guess... I was too busy utilizing my brain cells to think of more ways to cut down words. But still, with only one laptop there, it's useless to get 6 people to do work also.

What else. Oh ya... yay! I have plans for Gd Friday! Go tanning with Moon... I'm am so overdue for some sun and sand! and / or watch movie with Dan. He is forcing me to watch some horror film so I 'can't say that the scariest movie (I) watched was final destination'. Bleah.

The one about the klutzy girl who lacks grace

Hee.

I went out with Dan today. It was fun and I really enjoyed myself, which is a good thing. I was worried it was going to be all quiet and awkward, but it went fine, yup :) (But then again I always worry about such stuff, this time at least I didn't worry that much)

Walked around at Topshop (I saw the cutest sweater that I absolutely must buy. MUST. In baby blue or deep purple if they have it), then went to Zara, where I bought an adorable orange camisole (which I wore immediately cause it's just too adorable). Hm.. lunch at Big O (at first he told me Double O and I was like ?!) then drinks at the place outside Cineleisure.

Erm, we went to the arcade! Haha... Ya I know. I never go to the arcade... but it was quite fun really. I realised I'm really bad at games. :/ Actually... ya... arcades aren't that bad, really. If I had fun there, how bad could it be right? No more hatin' from this sista. :p

And here's the good part. We were walking down the stairs at World of Sports at Cine. And I was walking. And I tripped. And fell.

Yes. I fell.

And of course, I was mortified, I didn't know what to do. And it was embarrassing! Like... for a moment, I wished I could just curl up... or at least move to China and become a worm farmer.

Argh. Why do I always do stupid things?

And why am I such a klutz? Huh? Why? (When I was at the library with Jiahui today and I tripped and nearly fell twice. Twice!!! What's wrong with me? Am I turning into a total klutz?)

Anyhoo. Wanted to say something about last week. Went to the Adidas sale with Sam. I don't know, maybe I got there late but there's nothing much left... sigh. It's rubbish, my luck with warehouse sales.

Cher just called me from US... and she's like shopping so much!!! I'm so envious... maybe should ask her help me buy the 'Please don't eat me' top from Urban Outfitters. I love that top so much.

Walked around a little at Suntec after looking for bro the sausage seller (hah.) and went to this sale thingy and bought a top from Abercrombie. Now don't get me wrong, cause I love A&F, but I think the one I bought was a fake... quality's not there. At least not like the ones Cher sent to me from the states.

Sigh. Excuse me while I continue to go sulk in one corner about my lack of grace.

And thought of the day -


What's up with the relative size of plates and the portion of food anyway? haha.

Evidence to Sam - yes, I use the bag you bought for my birthday everyday. Hahaha.  

Another Project Day

Today I'm probably gonna spend a few hours talking about perfumes and Citibank.

Grahhhh.

But I love perfumes, so that is a good thing.

Ask me anything about Snapple, Gatorade, Quaker Oats, Queenstown, Sengkang, Citibank, South Korea and the IMF, folk... I know everything about them.

Project update

MKT2401 - Report incomplete. Consolidation and editing to be complete in 2 days. Presentation not rehearsed. To be done in 1 week.

SSA2202 - The only project that is going well. Consolidated, edited, very very nicely done. Slides done. Now got to hope that we get to present at lecture! (I'm actually love presenting projects, but in this case only fabulous projects get to present at lecture!)

PR2202 - Starting tomorrow... but we still have some time, and anyway I love cosmetics and perfumes so hopefully it'll be easy breezy.

BSP2005 - Nothing yet too. Crap. I just did some research on Taiwan and SMEs and will read them on wednesday.

GAH!!!!

So here I am on a saturday night

working on 2 projects semi-simultaneously because it's due in tuesday and wednesday... Have 4 projects this semester and I haven't touched 2 of them yet. Gahh!!!! It's a scary thought!

And actually, I was supposed to go out for dinner tonight, but my dinner person cancelled on me. I really hate it when people break dates. It screws up my plans and now I'm sitting here doing my project when I should be out having fun.

Hm. What's wrong with that sentence?

Oh I know... people usually say 'I'm out having fun when I should be home studying!' instead of vice versa.

Bah.

Jon Jonsson
Anyway! I've found a fellow Jon Jonnson fan! Eileen!!! :D:D Haha... he's in Style magazine and he's just hot! I mean, how can someone look so good? I don't understand it.
He's sexiness personified.
We were just saying, though, how weird his name is. Jon Jonsson. I mean, that's just marginally better than Johnson Jonsson. Right?
But anyhoo. He's hot. He could be called Johnnyboy Jonsson for all I care.

Anyway, I'm off to eat Koka instant noodles.

Dateless and eating instant noodles on Saturday night.

My life's so exciting!! :p

Me and Broster

At Newton Circus!!! I love food!

My favourite ice cream

which is discontinued, I think. Boo Nestle.

'Ka - Ra - TAEEEEE'

Spongebob!!! Thanks Kelvin :D

Alex and I played Scrabble...

and this is what we came up with. I'm pretty proud of 'TURD', that's my word. *proud*

Eeyore *lots of loveeee!!!!

Eeyore is just adorable!!! *heart

The one where the girl reflects. (Not a very interesting title, I know)

I just wrote up a whole load of stuff yesterday. But blogger refused to post it, so I've stored it in a word document. Which is a good thing, really, cause upon rereading, I sound like a weird stalker.

Ya, so I was just thinking. About how some people are so nice to you when you least expect them to be, and how happy that makes you. Like when this friend of mine whom I don't really know walk pass and smiles at me and says hi. That makes me happy.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm grateful for the small things in life or am I just really easily satisfied. I mean, how fantastic and wonderful is saying 'hi'? It's just 'hi'. In the long run does it matter? But I love it when I run into people I know.

And on to something totally unrelated, I love blue bears! *heart



Also, I want to eat cheese and mushroom pie and green apple sorbet.

I want to go cut and dye my hair. I am so overdue for a new look. (Just got my pay! 100 bucks for 2 articles... yay!)

Sometimes I just want to be alone. Sometimes I just don't feel like talking to anyone. So when I come across as an uber bitch or anything, I hope people understand that I just don't feel like talking all the time. I am not sad / angry / PMS-ing or anything. I just don't feel like talking to anyone.

When it all boils down, I just want to be happy. I am not very pleased with how my life is panning out right now. It seems like I'm always rushing deadlines for one project or another. I don't know what my focus is anymore. I don't know what I want to do. I don't know what I look forward to. There is nothing I look forward to or anything I want to go all out to achieve.

If I really had to choose, I suppose I'd prefer

Coke over Pepsi (Pepsi sucks)
Patrick over Spongebob
White over Pink
Dior over Versace
Manolo Blahnik over Jimmy Choo (No contest really)
Macdonald's breakfast over Burger king breakfast (Love scrambled eggs)
Coffee Bean over Starbucks (no contest also)
Prince William over Brad Pitt
Orlando Bloom over Jude Law (this was tough)
Having a gorgeous face over having a great figure (can diet)
Swimming over cycling (love being in the water)
Yahoo over Hotmail (my yahoo mail is pink! :D)

And now I'm hungry. I'll reflect more later.

Self destruction avoided. I think.

Lalala.

So I thought I've got over my irrational 'like' for him, cause
(1) I haven't seen him since January
(2) I have anti - 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' gene
(3) It's just irrational!

Then first I have to see the FHM article, which reminds me what a gorgeous smile he has, and how I love the way he always looks so sleepy. (Gah! does observing all these make me stalker like?)

Then at a state of 'I don't know why' -ness, I told mel about it when we were clubbing last week. And then she said 'I don't think he has a gf' and I was irrationally happy. (see? I am exhibiting stalker like tendencies)

But I avoided my self destruction tendency. Which is a good thing.

I think irrational is the operative word here.

Maybe this will explain my over giggly tendencies lately. Or overly easily irritated tendencies. This is not attractive.

Anyway, I am still not feeling well. Went to YIH yesterday to get some medicine, and now I have to pay for medicine?? How come... so unfair... I thought it was free. Picked up my necklace and went to buy wound dressing for Alex. Medicine makes me sleepy, and I so wanted to sleep today. And I'm still sniffling, and I'm using a pack of tissue a day, and my nose is red.

This is so sucky.

The one about yayness!

Gonna be a rambling entry... I think i'm feeling too jumpy to focus on something.

Yesterday I went to WY's place for a bday celebration! =) (She, like me, didn't really want to have a bday celebration initially, so I totally know how she felt. Haha...)
We brought Mel's mahjong set there to play also.. heh, but we only played 1 round before we had to go upstairs to cut the cake. (If we had stopped and calculated, I would have got a profit of 10 cents! Whoopee)

Clubbing with Chris and Mel!
And! We! Went! Clubbing!
Haha.. excuse my excitment, it's just cause I haven't been clubbing since nye.
Cause Christina was at WY's also, and she was going to zouk later, so Mel and I spontaneously decided to go along too! So impromtu! We must thank Chris for the inspiration! Haha :)
For a while we were lost at Telok Blanglah, but we navigated out of it successfully. Chris' friends got us free passes to get into Zouk that night... It was the Diesel fashion show, and Jon Jonsson of Manhunt was there! *I've just found his blog!!! He wrote about his experiences in Singapore. * http://www.jonjonsson.com/blog/



He's even cuter in real life, if that's possible. Oh ya... we were dancing quite near him and his friends. Chris' friends actually danced with one of the models... he's pretty cute too! :) LAter when Mel and I went up to Phuture, they actually went to talk to Jon Jonsson and danced with him too!! I'm so envious!!! HAha... He seems really friendly.

We were at Phuture and there were like so many guys who were around us. And some of them were actually quite ah beng-ish...
And are striped shirts really in right now? Cause every other guy was wearing them! Heh. And oh ya!! There was this one cute guy (he wasn't wearing a striped shirt), and surprise surprise, he has a ear stud! HAhha. (To Mel - In case you're wondering which one, it's the one with the birthday guy... he was wearing a white shirt)
Oh ya, this guy told me 'There are a lot of guys here who wants to know the 2 of you'... and I went like 'Oh, okay'. And then turned away. HAha.. I think he was lost for a while as to what to say.

And oh ya!!! We drank quite a lot... cause it's 1 for 1...
Actually I was talking to Dan about it, and he's like... why are you so excited about 1 for 1 when you girls get free drinks every wednesday?
So true right? Haha...
Mel and I had 1 vodka lime, 1 tequila shot, 1 lychee martini, 1 lychee martini and 1 tequila shot... in that order. But the cashier's always down... so wasted, our tequila shots... Hah.

Anyway. My flu's getting worse, and now I am coughing as well. This really sucks. Think I'm going to YIH tomorrow.

Spongy!

I watched Spongebob Squarepants today!!! Love it love it love it! I love Spongebob, I love Patrick, I love Squidwad (Hey he's my wallpaper k!)
I can't believe how funny it is... it's too funny. Especially the part where I thought it was an echo... then it turns out that it's just Patrick pretending to be the echo. Haha...

And I love eating chicken skin, no matter how gross it is! Mwahahah.

FHM

I was just reading the lastest copy of FHM (no, I didn't buy the, it was lying around in the house), and they had this article on the complete user's guide to woman, which I thought was very interesting. Of course, this being FHM, most of the article was about sex, but what I thought was really interesting was the part about eye contact.

Read - 'For women, things usually begin with a small spark. Eye contact for just a little too long, or a cocky and funny comment, a teasing remark. It can be anything.'


Mmm. Don't I know it. Haha.
I'm not sure why. Apparently, this is how the attraction mechanism in women are triggered off, and I'm not sure for you guys, but it's pretty true for me. For guys it's a different thing. (we could probably find out from Female or something. I'm quite sure it'll have something to do with t&a)
But only when coupled with intelligence, squinty eyes, maturity and a ear stud (as I was so apt to telling Dan every other day) that completes the package.

(Not that there are no outliers... I find Ludacris strangely attractive. He's up there with Bruce Willis and William Fitchner in my list of 'Weird Celebrity Crushes' )


Luda

Brucie (He does have the squinty eyes though!)

Wills (Sort of squinty eyed sleepy look too)

And, the people at FHM go on to quote -
"Eye contact is a vital communication opener and, coupled with a smile, is even a more powerful flirting tool."

I mean, things like that don't have to be said la... but it's too true. That's why guys like the gorgeous Edward Norton will hold near to top spots in my 'Not-so-weird celebrity crushes'



(Yummy)

As a last ditch effort to show that i'm do not have weird taste afterall, here's the yummilicious Rob Thomas *love love love love love*




Gah... How can he stand being so goodlooking?!

This entry started off with lots of ideas. Too bad I got sidetracked. :/

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I've just found the stupidest thing I've seen for a long long long time!!! God!!! What kind of language is this?!!

True Lurbb ishh nt measured by hw muchh sacrifiice ishh d0ne, but by hw l0ngg eu cann sacrifiice ferr True Lurbb. True Lurbb has n0 measurre, ferr it ishh immeasurable

Lurbb... haha.. what's that? blubber?
That's just too sad la.. the state of english in Singapore

The one where the girl goes berserk

I'm falling sick. I sense a fever coming down.

But in the midst of this, I'm still gonna do my research on Korea and IMF.
('Koreans refer to the Asian Crisis as the IMF crisis, what is your stand?')
That's not cause I'm hardworking, that's cause it's due tomorrow and I have to give a presentation.
I've decided what to wear for the presentation tomorrow, it's just that I don't know what the hell I'm going to present.

I found a webpage by some professors at NYU today, and there is such a truckload of information about the Asian Crisis. And then I found links to some sites which basically states that IMF sucks. This basically overturns my previous stand that it's Korea's fault that they have Chaebols that destabilize the economy.

But Gah!!! I'm taking a break now and I'm still talking about work?

There's so many things I want to do.
I want to buy shoes.
I want to eat kway chap.
I want to reply to the an mail from Dan1 (Dan2 is bv Dan).
I want to write an email to Cher.
I want to pick up my Sentosa photos.
I want to blog about my bday and the lovely gifts I've got.
I want to go out and watch a movie.
I want to contemplate studying Lit.
I want to fly a kite (literally).
I want to buy a sweater.
I want to go clubbing at Phuture.
I want to go trek Bt. Timah Nature Reserve.
I want to get makeup.
I want to read Life of Pi.

Knock it off 

urgh!!

Christine Chew.

You are such a pathetic stalker.

Stop it. Seriously.

Fall asleep waiting, first thing in the morning.

In your thoughts 24/7

What the?

I just felt like someone has socked me in the stomach.

Happy birthday to me! :D

Okies!!! *affected tone of voice* I'm 21!!!!

Gahhhh!!! I'm old la!!! :/

I wished I could be mature about this, and talk about how being 21 has given me a whole new perspective on life etc etc...
But the only thing I can think of is - Man, 21. 21!!!!
So shallow right. Hoho

Some recaps.

Last Sat - went for movie with Sam. As well as a present buying trip for me. Yup, I went out with Sam to help her get a present for myself. Hahah.. actually I love this system ... it's like, shopping without having to pay for it yourself. Hoho... Thanks Sammmm!!! *heart*
Watched Constantine which was fabulous! I just realised that Keanu Reeves is the only person I know who can carry off the pale look and still look totally hot. Totally. I love me some Keanu.
And what's our new favourite food? Country pie / cheese and mushroom pie from Coffee Club! *Much love!

Sunday was spent playing bowling with the bizad people at Yishun Safra. Haha... It's cosmic bowling, which means we play in the dark, and everything is like glow in the dark-y.
I haven't bowled in like 2 years. Haha.. score was quite decent considering I am so rusty. (I'm not gonna tell)
And oh ya... got cuts on my finger cause I didn't take Mike's advice to cut my nails. :/
And yippee!! Met Sam again to get lip glosses. Pure pops from Estee Lauder. Pretty pink.

Tuesday was Mike's bday. Happy bday Mike! :D
For some reason, 5 people called/smsed me at 12 on tuesday to wish me happy bday... haha.

Happy birthday, Chris!

Wednesday was my birthday! Happy Birthday Chris! (Haha.. see how much I *heart myself?) Anyway, I had a test the next day, so I couldn't go out to celebrate/club with friends... but guess what? The bv mentors came over to and gave me a surprise!!! :D:D I was really really very surprised cause I totally expected Daniel to be standing at the door with the mahjong table, then I saw all of them, and the first thing I thought was 'How come all of them came with Daniel to return the table?!' Haha... Mel, Chris, Caleb, WX and Daniel were here, and they got a delish tiramisu cake! :D Then they dragged me away from my books (haha) and we went for supper at Bt. Timah! Haha... Although I'm sad that I've been passed over for a television show by somebody, I still think BV mentors are the best!!! Ever!!!! Yayyyy!!!

Had my soci test on Thursday... I hope this doesn't come our wrong, but I think my tutor is absolutely cute. Haha... I think intelligence is very sexy.. haha, and the fact that he looks really cute in glasses. I think I have sth for intelligent, sexy guys with glasses, small eyes and ear studs. Hahah.
And wah lau. in the morning this weird indian guy was walking beside me. I was in my glasses, lok kok hair, t shirt and shorts. Then he asked me 'Miss, have you modelled before?' And so I ignored him.. and guess what?! He kept asking me like 5-6 times?! What a gross sleaze lar...
Later went out with Jeremy... he wanted to celebrate my bday cause he couldn't be at the chalet. Haha... watched 'Hitch' which was really really funny! I think Will Smith is so suave and smooth .. and real! Gosh, he's too cute. Later J bought me dinner at this restaurant/cafe place beside PS... and a present! HAha... A sign with the words 'Warning, the bitch switch is ON'.

And today. I'm gonna interview an MP later... and I've just endured a 5 hour long discussion on Snapple/Quaker Oats/Gatorade... I'm so sick of it I'd have to boycott these products for a very long time.. haha. Oh ya!!! Just got Cheryl's present from the states! :)