Guiltily listening to - Wormy by Patrick Star (Spongebob Squarepant's friend)
Thoughts - A true friend is one who will watch SpongeBob Squarepants and Patrick Star with you and not laugh at your dorkiness

Calamari I love you!

Well, I'm not going to write about what happened today. Just yet. Cause I need to do things in chronological order yah? So I'll start with Thursday.

Thursday was last paper. Legal. I was late for it. As usual, I mean. I was late for one of my A level papers too. I swear, one day I'm going to kick this late coming habit, but as of now... I'm still trying. Late comers will agree with me. It's like you try to be on time. You really make an effort to. Then you look at the clock and decide you still have some time to put on a new coat of lipgloss / take a nap / do a manicure / study Stats, and all of a sudden, you're running late. It's not our faults really. So yeah. I was late. Was stranded at Engineering, and the blasted Bus C won't come, so I had to take a cab. A cab! From engineering to SRC! What on earth man. It's so weird. And the funny (if it weren't so exasperating) thing is the bus came straight after I took the cab, and the cab ended up trailing the bus because mr. taxi uncle decides it's fun to drive out of NUS.

Anyhow, the paper's okay. (Psst. NUSSUMALL and Just Too Rich P/L? Mr. Ravi's priceless! Haha)

Later had lunch at Arts with the guys. And then went home to reply to emails that were pestering me about work (and the what I would be doing for the rest of Dec). Later went out again to meet Larry before meeting the rest of the gang cause I think he needs help in buying the cake hahah. I agree. He has no taste. Haha. Oh before that we went around buying gifts for ZhengWei and WeiHerng. ZhengWei like Philosophy books!!! I nearly doubled over laughing when Val told us that, cause... it's so unlike him! But I guess you cannot judge a book by it's cover eh? He's finished Sophie's World... haha. Which is the book we bought, and The Alchemist.

Anyhow, we went over to Glass House Fish and Co. Which I love, and will always love. HAha. I love the building, dang it! Haha. And also the food. I could eat the seafood platter for the rest of my life man. Which is what I shared with Cher. Heh. And an cocktail which er... didn't taste very nice. I recommend you guys try the mocktails instead, it's better value for money. You know how huge the fricking drink is?! You know at Serangoon Gardens the sugercane drink? The big one? Yeah it's that big. I was like 'Man who ordered that jug?'

Oh... yeah. Had dinner with the gang. Was v fun as usual. Sang the bday song... and we were challenged by some SAJC people who decided that they wanted to sing the song 156 times. Just kidding. 5 times. I wonder why. I also wonder why I didn't do that when I was in SA. MAybe I did. Maybe I have a bad memory.

LAter we wanted to go to the NTU biz bash at Devil's Bar, but decided against it in the end, cause. Cause. Er. I don't know. Just didn't feel like going. Later got an sms from Kelvin. Er. It was strange.

Took train with Weiherng, Val and Larry, WeiHerng was mean on the train ride home. Hmpf. HAha.

Am tired and oh! Whose line is playing now! I'm watching! Night@\!

Some things are a little skewed this month

1. Why am I suddenly listening to chinese pop songs again? I have stopped listening to chinese pop songs since I was in Primary 6 (let's see... 7 years ago?), so what's up with the sudden chinese pop song craze? What's even scarier is I'm not even downloading songs that are new or anything. I'm downloading old songs. You know, those CD adverts on tv that go 'Huai Jiu Jing Qu!', which roughly translates to 'Reminiscing old songs!'. You know CD adverts, they'll go 'featuring songs like...' and I'd go 'Ooo.. that song is nice!'. This scares me. It is an indication that I'm old. I'm an old girl listening to old chinese pop songs. While people like Faye Wong reinvents herself and comes up with weird sounding songs. Anyhow, the last chinese pop song I downloaded was Kit Chan's 'Xing Tong' (Heartache), which is featured on this Chinese golden oldies CD. I'm getting old and chinese-ish.

2. I'm getting weird signals that tell me Faye Wong is actually Madonna in disguise. Each time I see Faye, I blurt out there's Madonna Faye Wong! I don't know what this is about either. Don't ask me. Well, if you ask me, it's Faye's diabolical attempt to brainwash the public she's Madonna. Although why she wants to do that, I don't know. After Maddy's little stint with Britney, it's hard to understand why.

3. A strange urge to study Statistics overwhelms me everytime I start planning for the Dec holidays. It goes something like... 'Okay, I have a meeting at 10, then another at 3. What shall I do if I have extra time?'. And the answer will always be bizarrely 'Maybe I should start studying statistics' and not 'maybe I should find some friends to hang out', which actually will be the saner answer. Bleag. Get thee away from me, evil influence of Statistics. I will NOT be brainwashed.

4. I'm in crush with Carlos Spencer. Wait, that's not weird.

Song - I Quit by Hepburn

Mum is funny.

This is a sample conversation with my mum over the phone.

Home phone Rings

Me - 'Hello?'
Mum - 'Chris? Is that you?'
Me - 'Yes, It's me'
Mum - 'Chris? Chris? Is that you?'
Me - 'YES!!! IT"S ME!'
Mum - ' Oh, are you at home?'
Me - (Deadpans) 'No, I'm not at home, but amazingly, I'm answering the home phone! I wonder how that is so!'
Mum - 'Oh you're at home, then'
Me - 'Yes mum, I'm at home, that's how I can answer the HOME phone'

You See how a 3 second conversation can stretch on to 5 minutes? It goes on.

Mum - 'Listen, it's going to rain soon, so I think you better get ready to close the windows, k?'
Me - 'Okay'
Mum - 'Yeah, remember to close the windows ok? It's going to rain.'
Me - 'Okayyy'
Mum - 'Yeah, look at the sky, I think it's going to rain. Remember to close the windows ah...'
Me - 'You told me that 3 times! 3 times!'
Mum - 'I know... I'm afraid you'll forget, see'

This is really funny if it wasn't so exasperating.

This just goes to show how weird and unreasonable people can be.

Man who tossed dog into traffic sues newspaper, grieving owner

Dancing to - Hey Ya by OutKast
Thoughts - A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort. Herm Albright

Mid Exams break!

Hey Ya is such a happy song :D Escpecially the starting. It's like That Thing You Do. Such a happy song and you instinctively feel like dancing to it. Haha.

Anyhow, yesterday was my mid exams break. Hoho. Went out with Mike to get a present for WeiHerng. Ended up buying 2 tops from Topshop... which is quite interesting, cause I think it's a direct jab to him. Hahah. Anyway, some of the shirts there are pretty cool. Think I'll get some for the bro too. The dog tag one. Haha.

Was fun yesterday. I mean shopping. Haha, and of course hanging out with Mike. Reminds me that I have not been looking up my other JC friends like Ming, and PS. Oh well, I guess it has to be after exams. PS's bday.

Why Shopping is a sport
Anyhow, bought some stuff yesterday! :D:D Shopping should be declared as a sport, I feel. Why?

1) It requires a lot of training - Untrained people would find it hard to last even 2 hours of shopping. You do have to walk around quite a bit, you know. In heeled sandals, no less. You think you can take it? Think again, man. Like other sports, you need to train a lot.

2) Like some sports, a lot of dedication and passion is needed - Do you really think that you are getting the best deal? You need to do research man, you know, cross evaluation and all that. Alternative evaluation. Where to get the best stuff for what. And you need to be patient. Patience. And you have to be passionate about it, see. You have to Want to do it.

3) And like some sports, money is needed. - Hah. Enuf said.

Bleag, I was totally crapping.

Haha. Anyway, bought myself a couple books. Agatha Christie's, as usual. From Kino, which irked me quite a bit cause I actually had the 20% coupon which I forgot to bring. But I needed to buy something, so I just grabbed whatever I liked. Had wanted to buy the Complete Sherlock Holmes that Larry recommanded (and bought), but I didn't like the hardcover version. Oh yah. Mike told me about this bookshop at Far East that has pretty good books. And I'm going there a couple of weeks later. WITH MORE CASH! HAHAhah. I'm thinking of getting the Far Side GAllery. Have you guys read Far Side? That guy's genius, I tell you. Maybe I should get the organiser. Hm.

And had the nice Waffles that Amir was talking about a couple of months ago. Haha. Gelare with the tick above the E. HAha. It's nice, I had the Tutti Fruiti one. The strawberry's sinful, I tell you. Yum.

Yes! YEs! I got my Origins Lip Remedy too! I lost my old one. Freaking 23 bucks gone just like that. Sigh. So bought myself another one. Another 23 bucks gone like that. I love it though, so I don't care. So there.

I'm getting crappy. Got to go.

Song - Hit Them Up Style by Blu Cantrell

Thought - I cannot stand mismatches

I just got my new left contact lens to replace the ones I lost a couple of months ago. I'm sure a lot of questions are in your mind right now. How did I lose only the left side of the lenses, how did I cope for these 3 months, and why did it take me so long to replace them. Dispense with these questions.

What I cannot stand is the newness of my new lens.

Yes. The newness.

It's so new. It still has that blue tint to it. My older one doesn't have it. Probably the blue tint dissolved after being in the case for so long waiting for me to replace it's companion. Or whatever happens to blue tints. And it's weird. Not because it's new and has a blue tint, but because it's mismatched. Does this mean my eyes would be weird too? Cause the lenses are different, and that ought to affect a little right?

It's bothers me more than an itch I cannot reach.

A Quick rant

Why is it that jerks always win? Why? Why? Survivor is clearly not a game of how well you outlast or outwit or whatever crap. It's how well you scheme and lie. That's why nice people (maybe except for Ethan) can never win. This sucks. I hate Jon. I hate Burton. I hate Lil. May you all rot in Panama. I hope the filming crew 'forget' to bring you back after the filming. I hope you all starve. I hope you all fall face first into a porcupine. How you all can ever pass for normal human beings is completely mystifying cause you all don't possess this thing called conscience. Of course, this word would not make sense to you. Selfish arrogant bastards.


On another note, Rupert's final speech made me cry. Rupert, we all accept you. :)

Singing - Life for rent by Dido
Thoughts - If someone will buy me a star...

Matrix and other ramblings. Chris got scared.

You know, I think it's really romantic if someone names a star after you. Shane West did that for Mandy Moore in the movie A Walk to Remember... I remembered I nearly cried. Somehow it seemed the perfect symbol of love. To name something so beautiful and precious after someone you love such a beautiful thing…

Anyhow, it’s the end of the Computing and programming exam!!! Haha… still have Legal Environment of Business to go, but it’s next week so I can actually relax a little… heh. Went out the gang after the paper today. Val, Weiherng, Zhengwei, Larry, Steve, Weisheng and Kaian. KaiAn drove us to Holland V for lunch, and he wasn’t very awake? Haha…Quite scary… cause I think he was falling asleep at the wheel. Haha. Anyhow, we later went to watch Matrix – Revolutions at Cineleisure. We felt old… haha.

Anyway, caught the 1325hrs show, and as usual, I was sitting at the 3rd row. Haha… it always seems the case when I’m watching movies. I never get to sit further than the fifth row. Hee… but it wasn’t bad, considering we reached Cine at 1315hrs. Hee… that’s cause Zhengwei has his secret way of getting tickets. :D Something we were told not to divulge. Haha… I liked the movie, actually; although there were critics saying it wasn’t good. I liked it better than the second one.

This movie really got me thinking. How people are so willing to protect their loved ones, their country, their people. When it comes to the test, how many of us are willing to do that? Especially the 2 women who volunteered to guard the docks or something like that. I mean, they are women, and they are so courageous. And they are doing it because of love. Their loved ones, their country. And the Captain whatshisname, the controller of the APU transformer like machine? Yeah. He knew he was probably going to die, and he continued fighting on, even when he was the last APU unit out there fighting. When the sentinels came rushing towards him, and he continued fighting on, I thought that was one of the saddest points of the movie. (together with the Trinity death part, of course) It’s just… so noble. So valiant, and brave. I almost cried when he died. A good man.

Anyhow, the movie was very good, I thought. Keanu Reeves showed some emotion ;) and was his usual goodlooking self. I thought the part where he broke into the machine world was exceptional. Heck, from the battle scene onwards, the movie excelled. However, the movie could tune down on the superman effects. Haha. Keanu Reeves is hot though. ;)

A stupid thought
If you were Neo, would you rather live in oblivion, and continue living your life before Morpheus and Trinity wanked you off to Zion; or would you prefer to know the truth and fight the battle against the machines and face a possible death? Yeah. That was my silly thought of the day.

Hm. Anyhow, think will go ask Weisheng more about the show… he seems to know the entire extremely complicated plot. Hoho.

Oh yeah. Something scary

Was going down the elevator of Cineleisure today when at the side of the elevator was this Wishing Stair billboard thing. And there’s this life size doll of this girl with long hair and blood splattered on her clothes! Man. I nearly screamed when I saw it. Clutched Val’s arm immediately and hid behind the guys as we walked past. That thing was damn scary I tell you. I mean. It’s like fright night all over again. *shiver. Weiherng said some secondary school girls walked past and were looking at me weirdly, like why is this girl so afraid? Haha… But that was freaky, I tell you.

Anyhow, off to chill!

Tomorrow I’m going to talk more about Carlos Spencer and Pan Wei Bo. ;)

Playing - Cowboy by Kid Rock
Thoughts - Why does it feel like the end of exams? Heh

Perfectionist

I can never stand it when the nail polish job on one hand looks good, while on the other hand, it looks not so perfect. I've just spent 5 minutes examining the differences between the nail polish on my left little finger and my right one. The right one looks better... the left one is so amateur.

I just have nothing better to do right? Haha.

Financial accounting exam today. It's finally over. FINALLY. Finally!!!! Oh gosh. It's simply a huge load off my mind, I tell you. After FA is like... bliss. I did lots of things I didn't do for a long time (ok, maybe 2 days). Surf the net, paint my nails, read the papers... etc. Just generally slack around. I fear for the results of FA though. I don't wanna da pao... :( Got stuck on the first question... cause my answer for that was so... duh. It was a direct copy from the balance sheet, so I was like... you get 2 marks for that?! What on earth? Anyhow... several people around me were also stuck on the same question so... haha. Yup. I wasn't that panicky after I saw that. Apparently the rest of the guys got stuck on the same question cause it was so duh. Haha.

Anyhow, later went for lunch with the gang. Was walking half to the busstop with PeiLing and Adeline, when Val called and asked where was I as the rest are going for lunch. Feel bad for deserting PeiLing and Ade... but where the gang wanted to go was nearer. So. Had a relaxing lunch. It was almost as if exams were over.. haha.

Oh yeah. Kaian apparently messaged some of us. He messaged me at 403 hrs. Haha. I was awake when the message came in, cause I was freezing from the air conditioning. And I saw the message come in, and I was like 'Who on earth will message me at 4?!. Oh yeah. He has taken to calling me babe. Haha. Ridiculous. Was at Arts once when someone from behind me said 'Hey babe, what are you doing here?' And it turned out to be him. It didn't help that I looked really haggard that day, and there were real babes standing near me. Reminds me when I was in JC, and there was once Aaron called me from a distance 'Oei! Da Mei Nu!' Haha.

Okie... got to go off for dinner. Grandma's bday today. Going to some ulu restaurant with the extended family.

The left nail is bugging me like mad. Maybe I'll repaint it.

Playing - Vincent by Josh Groban
Words - Starry, starry night /Paint your palette blue and grey /Look out on a summer's day /With eyes that know the darkness in my soul

Another one of these I-miss-Lit entries

Today I went to Woodlands library to study. It is definitely much more condusive than home. I have never known how people can study at home actually. There is just too much distraction! Just a couple of days ago, I spent 3 hours straight watching TV, and it's not shows I'll usually watch either. It's re runs for goodness sakes. *Rolls eyes. Isn't it amazing what people will watch, even when they have loads of things to do?

Anyhow, 'met' SiewLee at the library today. :) Was happy so I have someone to eat lunch with me. Usually when I go to the library alone I don't eat lunch... and usually get really hungry in the process. Haha.

The day spent at the library is vaguely reminiscent of JC days... during the A's. There were a couple of JC students there actually, and this girl was reading the exact same book as I did at exam. Shakespeare's Tragedies... with a picture of Juliet lying on a bed of flowers on the front cover. That book was my companion for most of the A's last year. Fantastic book. And seeing that brings back so much memories of A's last year, cramming for lit, and actually enjoying it. :) And that literature aisle that I spent so much time in... sometimes sitting there and just reading Lit stuff. Any lit stuff at all. Plays, poems, short stories. Anything I can cram in between breaks from studying.

*Sigh*

Some people reading this would be really irritated at me for be so whiney. For god's sake, I've been whining about this since... Well, since I got into bizad. And what's so illogical about this is Bizad is my first choice. And what's more illogical is that I do love my life at bizad. It's just that... I love literature too. I guess it's not so illogical actually. I don't know. I'm just. Upset right now. Not only because of this... some other stuff also. (see... I'm listening to 'Vincent', shows how upset I am eh.)

Okay now for some happy stuff... *wry smile. Was walking around Causeway point with SL today... It was fun. I realised how little I talked to her since we got into Bizad. And I think it's a waste if our friendship is lost, after 6 years of being classmates and close friends. I don't know what kind of friend I am to her... but I do know she's one of my closest friends and she's someone I know I can trust. And like she said, close friends should know so much about each other that both sides can blackmail each other... haha.

I got to go. I'm tired.

Playing - Can't get enough of you baby by SmashMouth
Thoughts - Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much. :D

I think Oscar Wilde is totally cool and eccentric.

Anyhow, today was a pretty nice day. Spend the day holed up studying as usual. Actually I didn't do much studying... I think a total of 2 hours of real studying? Yup. I need to go somewhere else to study, maybe the library or something, I get too distracted at home. I had like, 2 lists made up for the stuff I had to do after the exams. Haha. I love making lists. Makes me happy.

Dad took leave today, so today is the first time in a loooong time we had lunch as a family on a normal-non-holiday day. Yup. Oh yeah, and Dad is going to sponsor me for a possible shopping expedition in December! Hahah. Yayyy. Hoho... Nah. Actually he only offered to pay for my Levi's jeans. But that's okay. He's going to (natually) sponsor me for New Year's clothes, and I'll buy lots of stuff then. Hee... I was thinking I should get a job or something.. was talking to Cheryl about it on Monday. You know, be self sufficient. But the NUS hols are so short, and I have like a thousand things to do. It's getting to the point where I'm so embarrassed to take money from the parentals even if it's a huge sum. But this hols are definitely out. I have to plan Acad Week that is in January. Then the Social Entrepreneurship exhibition. Then FOC. And since Cher's the chairperson of Jam and Hop, I will be helping a little too.

Lala. So basically, I have no time to work. So I have no incoming income. That's sad.

Just smsed Wayne to wish him a happy birthday. Feel quite bad we can't celebrate with him tomorrow... the gang's going to do something after exams though. Our entire schedule's planned around the exam :D I think Larry felt that we should celebrate tomorrow. I don't know. Larry's the nice guy type you know. Not selfish like the rest of us... haha. But given my Financial Accounting module situation right now... I don't know.

Oh oh!!! I nearly forgot! I saw Mr. Lim today! At the supermarket. Think he was buying some stuff... yeah. (Duh) And I called him. Wasn't sure if he remembers me... it's been 3 years! Haha. He does. And I told him about not taking literature and how I did for A's. Was in a rush though, so didn't talk much. I HAVE to go back to school to look him up. He's a great teacher. In fact, he's one of the teachers I respect most, and it's thanks to him that we actually had a literature class in Sec school. Seeing Mr. Lim again and talking a little to him just served to remind me how much I missed Lit. (Ok, I won't go on talking about it again.) But yeah... it's not something you can resolve easily. You think you've got over it. You think you have. But time again, it bubbles up. You just need that bit of catalyst, and it all comes back again.

Okay. :D Speaking of teachers, Cheuk Fung just messaged me, saying Mrs. Josephine Loh has a new tuition centre! Cool. Asked me if I wanna go down, but I have a paper on Saturday... So. I really have to get back in touch with people... It seems like I've been neglecting too many people. Like Ping... she's been messaging and smsing me about sec school outings... all that I didn't go to. And maybe I should do something about ZH, SL and YX also...

I can't wait.

Playing - Breathe Remix by Blu Cantrell & Sean Paul
Thoughts - I missed you when I was looking for myself out there.

Better

Today is better. Don't know why... just happier today. One thing I realised about Bizad is that everyone's a fricking mugger. :) I don't know... I have to adjust a little. Studying in JC was always a last minute affair, you know, and homework was something a little foreign. Seems like Bizad isn't like that. I'm learning and adapting. But it's hard. Exams are on Saturday, and I have barely started...

But it's getting better. Kevin's gonna pass me some econs notes tomorrow, says it's quite good. *shrug. Hope it is.... managerial econs is so different from econs in JC! It's practically a different module! Hmpf! I don't see any reason why people who got A in JC econs are exempted! :\ Blahh... just my luck. But I really can't wait for next sem! Going to take Crime Friction with Larry and Film Art and History with WeiSheng. :D:D All my favourite arts subjects... Can barely contain my excitment man... I hope they give us lots of projects. Haha... I hope they give us lots of essays and term papers also. Yesss... :D:D Oh man! I found another GEM - Introduction to Literary Studies. God!!! I wanna do that! I want to do that!!! Please! It's everything I've done but the texts are different. And it's everything I love!!!

Oh yeah, and my Marketing project!!! :D:D So happy cause I got A for it! Or is it A+? Er.... can't be sure. 22/25 :D:D. Went with Val on Friday to get the Marketing plans, and didn't find mine there. Called all my group members but they don't seem to have it too. So I went in and looked for Ellison. Seems like she was still marking my group's. And she was like, asking me and Val... Did we find out the marks of the other groups? And we were like no... we are very ethical; haha. Of course we looked through! :D Ellison told us the highest she gave was a 23/25... KaiAn's group. So I think my group did pretty good! When I told KaiAn about his marketing project, he positively beamed. Haha. But what he said was true... Do something different. Instead of doing a normal business-consumer good, why didn't we think of a B to B business? Hmmm...

Oh yeah... WeiHerng's bday is on Wednesday... I don't know if they want to celebrate it... Larry wants to, I think. But if my studies are so screwed up... I don't know if I should or not. We shall see.

Got to go do some studying now! :)

Playing - Drops of Jupiter by Train
Thought - Where you used to be/ there is a hole in the world/ which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime/ and falling into at night/ I miss you like hell.

I'm in the mood for something a little longer

I was a little upset on Thursday... for some reasons. Math being one of them. But I was upset for various other reasons. I'm just. So tired. I just want to do something that I enjoy. Something that comes easily for me. Something that is second nature. I want to do Literature.

Cheryl asked me why I didn't call her during the depression period. Somehow strangely, I felt so touched. I guess it has never really crossed my mind to talk to people about my problems. I mean, to approach someone with a problem. Not recently anyway. It's just me. I used to think that maybe if I don't go around telling people my troubles and 'spreading' it, maybe it'll just die down. I don't know if that is intensely optimistic or pessimistic. I don't know. It really depends on how you look at it. More likely, in my case, it's denial. I think that if I don't face up to it, it'll go away. Running away. Because thinking about it is too scary. You open yourself to a lot of possible causes of hurt. And I don't want to be hurt.

That's why I often try not to think about issues that are probably the most important in my life. Like decisions. Like what I want to do in the future. Like what am I doing in business school when I'm clearly an arts/comm studies person. And to a certain extent, about relationships too. There are just too many avenues to be hurt and to be dissppointed. I act as though everything wonderful, but I'm a wreck inside. I don't know why I am doing the things I am doing. I don't know what am I planning to do next.

Why am I acting like everything's wonderful when I am so... lost? It's like that Everclear song.

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them...
...I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

I hope someday I'll begin to understand myself and my actions a little more. Seriously, 19 years is a little too old for an identity crisis.

On a lighter note, I'm missing out on the Business School Alumni Reunion Dinner at Suntec. Dang. Should have gone, cause I didn't do anything productive in these couple of hours also. Watched a little bit of rugby and read a little of marketing. Missed out on a free dinner... haha. Oh yeah. I really really can't wait for the exams to end! That is such a duh statement. But yeah. I have to verbalise it.

Geez.

I just did something so stupid, I do not have the courage to post it here in fear of being ridiculed. But trust me. It is being-a-britney-spears-fan kind of embarassing.

Not that I'm a britney spears fan. That was just a figure of speech kind of thing.

What the hell

I can't take it. I can't. I hate everything. I hate math. I hate math. I hate myself for hating math.

I dread doing math.

Okay...

You have not stepped into the wrong blog. I'm just using this template for a while cause I'm tired of the old one, and I do not have time to start work on a new one. Yup, I already have the concept for the new one. Just that the image just refuses to work. Hmpf.

Suede - Attitude

By the way, everyone please go download 'Attitude' by Suede.

I can't wait for this to be over but I can wait for it to come

So apt huh? Haha... This was what Kailee told me couple of days ago regarding the exams. I just want to let people know how screwed up my revision is.

Preserverance.

I've just thought about it... you know my depression about how I've chosen the wrong faculty and how I should just zip over to Arts Literature or Mass Communications IMMEDIATELY? Yeah, I've just thought about it. If I've done that, my life would be pretty boring. Not that those faculties are boring. Hell no. It'll just that I'll be doing the same thing since Sec1, and I'm not sure if I should do that. Maybe it's time for a change. So bring on the math. I can take it. ;)

Bring it on man.

Bleah.

Oh and have I said how my whole december holidays are like, gone? Yeah. I've actually wanted to get a head start on Intro to Stats. I've heard from my friends who took this module that if you do not have a prior math background like Math C or F MAth, you can be prepared to die in this module. Great. Just great. The last semi semblance of math I've done is in Sec 4 A Math. Great. I just hope that by next sem, they'll realise that Intro to Stats is too difficult, and replace it with Literary Approach to Business instead.

Har har. I am so funny sometimes.

Haven't been updating interesting stuff for a long time already. After exams.

Oh sheesh. Can you imagine how silly I am? I've scheduled a meeting right after my last exam on the 27th. I'm nuts.

Screw you

One of my friends (now an ex friend) just sent me this link to a page that scared the hell out of me. If I'd known, I won't even visit that page, but she said that link was something else, that's why I went. I wanted to tell her to fuck off. But I just sent her a very nice message saying

Please do not email me such things anymore. I am not amused by it

Damn! For just once I'd like to really shout out and scold anyone who really offends me. You know? Like really blast out. Some people are so idiotic, I'd really like to shake some sense into them. I have no time to entertain email like theirs.