I Fell In Love Yesterday.
This is actually a retype, the last one got lost in cyberspace.

This isn't said in a frivolous way you know. I know I fall in love every 5 days, so what I say cannot be very credible here. Nevertheless, he was pretty special. Was on bus 189 yesterday from Clementi and was sleeping. Or pretending to sleep as had nothing to do. I was suddenly jolted awake and I saw the bus door open and a tall, tanned guy in sunglasses and a nice physique. Looks quite good and was a little fluttered, in fact. But I digress. (Btw, I can hear you say "Digress? What do you mean? I thought this is the point of your entry?" Hah, got you there)

To revert back to my original guy of the topic, I was looking at Tanned guy in sunglasses and nice body when my attention was rudely yanked to the guy sitting in front of me. Goodbye tanned guy, hello cute back view. I didn't notice him before, I realised and didn't notice how cute his back is. Was mentally sending him messages to Turn around, buddy, and look at me, when he turned!!! Not to look at me, of course, but out of the window. And I saw the most gorgeous, handsome face EVER!!!. I gasped. He has the eyes of Enrique Inglesias, but even more intense. And a slight stubble that gives him this really rugged and sexy look. He has this contemplative look on his face. I wondered what he was thinking about.

And the turned back. And then looked out of the window again. And all the time, I was staring at him.

Then he got off the bus.

And I thought I could see his face at last, after having to just look at the right side of this face all the while. And I could!!! He walked parallel to the bus and I am still left to look at his right profile. After the bus travelled a little, I tried to turn around and lok at him; it was blurry, but cute.

So if you are a guy, wore a Hard Rock Cafe T-shirt and jeans, took the bus 189 on the 24/7 at about 5.20pm, please email me.
I've been looking for you.

Haha, I sound so desperate.

Hello There As you can see, I've deleted or replaced the entries of the past few days with some nonsensical typings. Because to me, all the happening(s) are all globberty goob to me. I hate things like that happening. So it is better not to have read them.

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This entry is best taken at face value, one spoonful today and before mealtime.

Thinking it over - Thank you Miss D. Maybe now, I can finally piece all parts of the egnimatic puzzle into a clearer picture. Everyone was saying how she was a bitch and how she likes to credit herself for everything. But after a harsh speech to us today, I realise that she was actually v. honest and especially the part where she remarked that she'd lie awake at night and think of what she could do to improve on our lit. It just hit me right there and then -- she was honest. Suddenly, I felt that I had actually been judging her by how other people judge her and I did not really know her situation that well.

The Wisdom Of Austen - Remember I once put a quote from Austen's 'Emma'? It goes like this -- 'It is very unfair to judge of someone's conduct with having an intimate knowledge of their situation'. I think it is a very true reflection and I try to remind myself that whenever I try to make a judgement. Maybe I do not always suceed but I am proud to say that I did try to abide by that personal rule to myself. And now, I try to see it from Miss D's point of view and I am very much humbled. I am not going to call her a bitch anymore.

Movie Madness - Yay! Lucas and I are going to make a short film thingy!!! Just a few things to straighten out before we start filming! Like, where the heck could we get a filming video camera and who is the boss. By 'boss', I mean the director. Lucas wants to be the director cum camera man cum sciptwriter. And what is in store for me? I am kindly given a part as actress opposite ugh, Ben!!! This is sooo... unfair. It's my film too! I want to be the director! And Lucas is a natural, he should act. Yes.

And Why? - And why do I have to act opposite Ben, as Lucas has pointed out? He wants us to talk about some boy girl issue tthing. Hmmm... Let's put Lucas opposite Yanmei and let them talk about that. Haha. Shall tell him tmr. If I remember.

To my eyebrows - I miss you guys. Please come back soon.

Beautiful Ones - The Makeover thing was last saturday; was a little late in updating my blog. As you can read, my eyebrows have been banished by a highly ideal makeup artist, such that my brows are a little sparse now. But she is a kind makeup artist, Jennis, that's her name. Thinner brows apparently makes one sophisticated looking. Thin brows with lots of eyebrow penciling. NSL says thin brows are nice. I am beginning to see her point, albeit in a slightly less fond way. And I got fake eyelashes too. That's kinda cool, in fact. Better to flutter my lashes that way. More seductive too.

Make Me Pretty - Kinda like the make up though it was a little on the thick side. But if it weren't thick, it would not be visible in the photos. There are 2 looks, a sweet look (not that I need make up to look sweet anyway) and a 'dinner' look (ditto). Surprising how a change of lipstick and eyeshadow make you look. And how some different coloured powder can make your nose look thinner. Make up's wonderful. They should honour Coco Chanel, Christian Dior, Estee Lauder, Bobbi Brown, Vincent Longo with medals. Or awards.

Smile At Me - The photo taking was a little scary. I mean, I am not a model or anything. I don't know how to smile in a way that doesn't make me look constipated or look like I'm grimacing. I can't even take passport photos well. But the photographer (named Ben. quite scary as I had this mental image of Ben from school) was quite okay. He teaches me how to pose. It is quite awkward. Just imagine. Some guy demostrating to a gal how to pose. I think it's quite funny.

Love The Parentals - Special mentions to my mum and godmum for accompanying me. I really appreciated it.

This is starting to sound like some acceptance speech. From a model. Haha.

5,4,3,2,1 Action!

Less than 24 hours to the photo shoot at Instant Glamour!!! I am so nervous!!! Must be happy. Must be calm and soothed. Think Zen thoughts. Go with the flow etc. Then when it comes tmr, I'd be a happy and relaxed goddess who is ready to sizzle up the camera. Alright. Trying to make myself laugh is working already. Not so tense anymore. Check back in 24 hours for an update.

Boot Camp

Was watching this American reality TV show thing that features normal people in boot camp. It looks v. tough and the instructors keep shouting at the recruits! Somewhat like demented people or such. I wonder why people subject themselves to life like this. Haha. Maybe this is how Kingsley is coping in camp.

Boot Camp

Was watching this American reality TV show thing that features normal people in boot camp. It looks v. tough and the instructors keep shouting at the recruits! Somewhat like demented people or such. I wonder why people subject themselves to life like this. Haha. Maybe this is how Kingsley is coping in camp.

Brazil

The title says it all. Brazil is victorious!!! Yay! The deserved winners of the World Cup.
Alright! Brazil WON!!! Alright! Am so happy and such. Although that happiness was marred by something else. Shall say it later, because I am dedicating this time to Brazil. I think Ronaldo is so fantastic. He made a promise before the world cup that he was gonna be top scorer and to repay those who believed in him by being top scorer and he did. I admire his will power and determination. And his soccer skills are second to none and it has already been proven internationally.

Overall, Brazil played very well and Cafu was a great leader. I think Marcos is a pretty good goalkeeper too, although he does get overshadowed by other big names like Kahn and Seaman, think his performance was quite good. At least, better than the Korean goalkeeper. Bleh. Was boasting about how he did not miss a penalty kick since 1998. Well, in your face, buddy. How did that 11 second goal from Hakan Sukar blow your mind? And what a stupid mistake of running out of that goal area to allow Sukar to score at an open goal post. And he wants us to believe that he is a good goalkeeper. When pigs get thin.

I think Rivaldo is too wrongly accused also. Although he had tried some threatical stuff to fool the ref, he hasn't been doing that since then and he has been doing a pretty good job. However, everytime I read the papers, Rivaldo is being linked to that so called 'oscar winning performance'. Think it's damn unfair, because they forgot all his brilliant performance in football to dwell on one flaw. He isn't the only one to do that so why pinpoint him? What about the guy who stepped on his chest yesterday? Why didn't he get any criticism at all? I am not a hard core Rivaldo fan, but I think he is good. And he shouldn't be pinpointed for a thing that almost everyone does anyway.

I think soccer players should be judged by their soccer skills and merit and not how they look and stuff. I know I sometimes do make comments on how ugly the koreans are (they look like some villian from a show). But I try not to keep grinding it again and again. I try to think that I comment in jest and not maliciously. But yesterday, keep hearing comments from everywhere on how horrible ronaldo is and how sucky his hairstyle is really got me a little annoyed. It subsided soon enuf but I sometimes wish I don't have to hear it, maybe not so maliciously. Sam keeps saying that 'brazil sucks' and that was fine at first, but later, it got to me. So I tried to just drown it out, so that I don't hear and I don't get affected by it. Think she most probably meant it in jest or something like that. As far as I can remember, I did not critisise Germany in an offending way. I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't have said 'nice miss' when the german players cannot score. In fact, i think the german fan beside me was so affected that he seems to chuckle when I said something about the match. Okok. Won't dwell on it anymore. The world cup is an event that unites, not divides (that's why what ahn jung hwan did was totally unacceptable)

Ok, shall sign in with the post world cup depression in a few days.