6 out of 10 isn't too bad!

The last time I made a wishlist, I got 6 out of 10 of the items! :) Hm... seeing that I have such a high probability of getting what I want (hurhur :D) I've decided to make another! :D

I got more stuff now, but aiya... I can hope!

• Bikini - I kind of like the ones from Rave. Don't mind this black tie dye or this all black one or this string one (eta - Omg Cher if you're reading this you look really good in the photos! :D)
  
• Secret Wish - I REALLY WANT THIS!!!!!!!!! This shares the top spot with Lancome Miracle So Magic, Carolina Herrera 212 on Ice, Kenzo Flower, Ralph Lauren Ralph and Elizabeth Arden 5th Avenue as my favourite perfumes.
• Fcuk visor/cap - Visor or Cap Cap in 'strawberry' :D
  
• Dress - The one from Flash and Splash. I don't remember which brand but it's so cute!
• Birkies! - I'm so envious of the Papillos that Mel has hahaha. I want also!!! I want this flowery one and/or (haha) this butterfly one and/or this pink one
• Flipflops! - My teva sandals are dying on me. Any kind will do. Suddenly feel like buying a lot of flipflops in different colours so I can wear a new one each day to school next sem!
  
• Bag(s)! - For fun I want this! Might get something at Project shop for school. See how. Lots of people got me bags for my birthday. Haha.
  

That's about it I guess! :D




Kind of regretted not communicating properly. Instead of spending 2 days thinking if we were never going to talk again, I could have spent some time with you.

The chalet pictorial!

Hello!

Pictorial of the bv chalet last week (thanks wy for sending me the photos!)

This photo's a little blur, but it shows the spread of food we had! Haha. Erm look! No bbq pits but bbq aluminium pans!




As usual the girls don't cook! ... I mean, who likes bbq smell on them right? So the guys have to do the cooking. I think they really really like cooking anyway so best of both worlds la. :D




I like this photo! :D
Mel and I standing at a safe distance away from the bbq pit so that the bbq smoke won't reach us. Hahaha.
Erm. Modelling chillihotdogs.




Another upclose picture of the cooking and the bbq aluminium plates. Notice the girls are still not cooking. (Actually only me, cause I think Mel and Wy did cook stuff. whaha)




Oh there we are. Haha... This time I'm watergirl! :D I go around pouring drinks for them and refilling ice! See! I did my part! Erm... 'Green tea, Ice Lemon tea or 7up?' :D




Serious discussion.
We were discussing about the state of affairs in the middle east.

Yeah right :D
I think we were deciding if we should ask Darren over so we can make him help us eat up the rest of the food. Whaha. (He came over in the end)




Proof that the girls did work. We prepared the corn! (I'm like so addicted to corn. I spent my whole night eating corn.) I heart corn with butter!! :D




Food. Urm... unhealthy food!

Yummy.


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I don't know what this picture is about. Haha... erm.. guys are usually cooking? (See the smoke curling up in front of weisiong heh. very eerie)




Other than cooking, Caleb also enjoys carting the rubbish bin around while singing and dancing. (See his fancy footwork! :D)
Stunned by the strange sight of Caleb pushing the bin, singing and dancing, Weisiong ignores him and tries to concentrate on the food.

WHAHAH.




The really really adorable cat!! Which we named Milo (the name kind of stuck in my head after reading kym's email... ) . So cute right!!! A cat in a drain!! :D

Long time! Some stuff about some stuff!

Last update I was feeling really down cause of cramps and all but I'm feeling better now! :D I guess. These couple of days have been kind of up and down for me. I don't know... I dread change but of course you need change if you want your life to get better. Alright sometimes it gets worse, but that's part and parcel of life.

Ok! Back to babbling. LONG POST AHEAD!

Tuesday I went to the BV mentors chalet. Not all of us were there, kind of expected, but it was still good. I actually went to work on Tuesday morning, Mum and I had breakfast at Upper Thomson. Then I went to work, and as usual spent my 15 minutes in the washroom (cause I always reach work 15 mins early... ya I can't believe it myself) . And ya, I had to go home because of cramps... Su Juan, Kristin and Yvonne were really nice though, very caring.

Kind of sian already, cause I had to go for a chalet later, and then everyone knows that going to a chalet when you're not feeling well you may as well not go anywhere at all. But was feeling better in the evening so called Mel to ask where she was. Eh, seems like my smses are not reaching receipients!! Grrr Singtel. Oh poor Wenyi sprained her ankle... ouch.

But it was fun to hang out with the mentors! I wanna post a picture pictorial too! :D Lots of my pictorials are long overdue - Bird Park, Mentors chalet, and Zoo. Eh eh... you guys, send me the pictures leh! :P

Oh I koped this from Wenyi's blog!


Mel and I!

Eating chillidogs! (that's spicy hotdogs)
As you can see, the painkillers worked. :P I actually look ungrumpy :D
And oh oh!! Milo! :D
I love hanging out with the BV mentors... it's always so fun!

We played mahjong! Eh wait, no scratch that, they played mahjong while I looked on. Haha... cause I had no mood again. I'm entitled to mood swings okay. I was having PMS. :P
And I was feeling a little upset also, cause I was feeling er rejected.
And also cause I was kind of talking to Mel.
And I had to wake up early to go to work!!!
(So many excuses, haha... actually is cause the other guys dominated the mj table!!! =p)

Wednesday was kind of up and down again. Woke up at 6 to go to work, Caleb drove me and Weisiong to the mrt station to take the train... and I ended up at AMK at 730?! And I could actually be like 45 minutes early for work?! Like, I was almost too eager to go to work like that. Haha.

The people at work were really nice. I can't really remember what I did, no doubt slacking again. Complied the list for the junior golfing camp, did up the comparison chart for DnD, helped the golfing assistants with some stuff, helped Su Juan shred paper =P, chatted with Sally and Sheena the receptionists... I like the people there, but man sometimes I'm so bored!!!

Kind of waited for something that never came. Sometimes I wonder if I ask too much.

So at night went with Mel and Jiahui to Phuture! We saw Emily!

I koped this from Jiahui's blog!


Jiahui, Mel and I!

Haha... like I'm forever koping stuff from people's blogs! That's cause I have no camera with me!!! :/

Had 2 lychee martinis (it's cool to hold a lychee martini in each hand ok! :D), one tequila pop, 2 tequila shots. I kind of knew 1 tequila shot will be enough, but... I was in the mood. And it's one for one! It was so fun dancing with the girls! Mel was especially high! Haha... we were twirling around, dirty dancing together and in a moment of weirdness we shouted 'SAJC/SMP/BV!!!' Haha... quite funny. I bet people think we were really happy! (Or weird, but I don't care!)

We toasted JH's new fabulous job and many other stuff!

I was in an attitude mood.

Loser 'Hi are you from nus?'
Me 'ya'
Loser 'oh i've seen you around'
Me 'ok'
Loser 'i'm from com science'
Me 'ok' (inwardly I yucked)
Loser 'can i dance with you?'
Me 'No'
Loser 'er can i dance with you?'
Me 'no'
Loser 'why?'
Me 'don't feel like dancing' (how ironic i said this while dancing)
Loser 'why?'
Me 'i prefer dancing with my friends'

Big thanks to the BV mentors for listening to me when I wanted to talk nonsense, being so caring of me, and taking care of me when I'm a grumpy boring person. Haha.

I called you that night cause I wanted to talk, but I didn't know what to say.

I lost my watch on Thursday.

.

It's important to me, because it was a gift from Danial.

I looked for it everywhere, but for the life of me, I couldn't really remember where I left it. Caleb and Weisiong who were awake at that time helped me look for it... I was almost in tears actually, and I really appreciated them really trying to help me look for it. Kind of woke the rest of them up while we were looking... I feel so bad.

Dropped off at Eunos, I was crying in the car. I'm kind of embarrassed la :) That normally I'm not like that, and now they should see me crying. Mel actually smsed me not to be upset and all of them were like, we'll help you find it before we leave the chalet (at 1030). That was so nice of them...

But I was feeling terrible, and I've developed cramps again. So when I was at AMK, I called in sick at work. On the way back, Sam called and asked if I needed to talk (thanks babe). I travelled all the way back to east coast. Kind of woke some of them up again. Wenyi woke up and said she'd help me look for it after she changed her bandage. I feel really bad that I've disturbed so many people cause I was careless.

The way I found it was kind of anti-climatic. Haha. I decided that I left it on the table last night before sleeping. No watch on table. I decided it may have dropped on the floor. And there it was, on the floor beside Caleb's shoe bag. Hahaha. I found it in like less than 5 minutes.

So... ya. Bah :D

At night went for the Mentor's camp meeting! So exciting... cause almost all the 'juniors' are BV mentors + Darren!!! YAYYYY!!!! We rock! :D

Friday I went to work, asked Danial out. Watched Monster-in-law. It liked it. I actually don't find Jlo irritating, although the poorgirl-richguy story is kind of overused, especially for Jlo (Maid in Manhattan etc) But I loved the ending. And the mother in law twist. Very nice way to end the story, and of course, gah very nice wedding dress! And Michael Vartan is yummy!

The ride home was kind of eventful.

I hope everything turns out alright.

Why

Too much information

[I hate periods!!!

I hate feeling gross!!!

I want to take a bath every 30 minutes!!!]

ETA - Just back from the doctors... I forogt being sick was so shitty! I was sitting there waiting for my turn, feeling really miserable. It's not fun to be sick! I want to go lie on my stomach now.

ETA2 - Damn it I feel like shit. I want to go out. I hate to stay at home and do nothing. OEFIV jadn;ogf vjbia;diuhfgn; di hfa;oifha'oif j'pg; icj'sapfj a'epfsih'soifvhnzdjk I'm so cranky and irritable now I don't know why. I hate everything. !!!!!

Chris becomes overzealous

Sunday went to The Bird Park! (No bird-related jokes... you know who you are! =p)



I took this photo from Sam's blog. For some reason I was really perky and happy that day. I have no idea why, don't ask me. Was looking at the photos at her house today and in half of the photos I have this weird 'I'm so ecstatic I'm in the Bird Park!' look on my face. ... Only exaggerated like 35 times. Like take this photo for example - I am only like the excited one in the photo. Peishan looks like she's embarrassed she's with the overzealous girl in orange. Sam er... Sam looks normal haha. Actually I remember why I'm in this expression. Cause we were sitting in this boat you see, and I thought we were going to do a 'Yay! Look at me I'm on this boat!' kind of expression. Apparently no one else got the message. :/ So I end up looking like .. I don't know. Weird and eerily happy.

So! Bird Park was fun! I thought it'd be the same old... but it was really quite fun. Cause we kind of went mad taking photos... which kind of cumulated in me trying to provoke the ostricts and emus so they'd look at the camera and so they could take photos. Go figure. Er... ya. I'm not normally crazy. (Eta - this sentence sounds weird... I meant to say which kind of cumulated in me trying to provoke the ostricts and emus so they'd (the ostricts and emus) look at the camera and so they (sam and peishan) could take photos)

But so fun!!! I love taking photos (when I'm not behind the camera I guess hahahhaa) and next week we may be going to the Zoo! If I'm not going tanning with Moon and Kelvin I guess.

So today went to Rose Lane to look for James for the FactorX thing. I ended up not signing the contract, cause it really restricts what I could do, and also I guess I was kind of not as excited as the thing as I was at first. Too much work at SICC I guess... together with additional portfolio work, and other jobs I have to take up, I think I'm just gonna burn out. So maybe next time I guess. Then as I was walking out to the main road, I realised why the place looked so familiar. Cause I was there for Wy's birthday! Haha.

Bah getting tired. Will go pack clothes and then go sleep!! :D

I get frustrated when not enough is being said
But it's just words... It's not important.
So why?
Why do words mean so much to me.
They are just verbal actions.
But everytime I get a little unsure
reading what was written makes me content

It makes me feel.

It's nice to know you put in so much effort
so why do I ask for so much more?

When I'm bored I post photos :D

And I've dug out some old photos from my computer. Heh.


The bear which smells like CKone (and Danial :D) and I

Roses!

Roses from Mel, Weiyuan and Qihan on my 21st :)

I look demure!

The bizad girls at DND last year. I look so demure! Heh. (Am the one in white btw :D)
Coreen Grace Kailee, Isabel, Wendy, Me, Jiaying, Val.

I could buy this with my first month pay :D Yah. Right.

Splurge Indeed. (Taken from Cleo mag) Stuart Weitzman sandals... $560 bucks. But I love!!!! :/

HAHAHAHA :D

HAHAHAHA. Eat your hearts out!
Ok la... not really the last notebook for this design. but more of last notebook of this design in this size.

Sunday morning! :D

GAHHH!!!

Work has really gotten to me! It's Sunday morning on a long weekend and I woke at 7am?! Wth?! What's wrong with me? Was thinking I could finally sleep in because I didn't have to wake up at 630 to prep for work and I woke up at 7am. That's like, an miserly extra 30 minutes. :/

Anyhoo, some stuff about actually having a social life! :D

Went to Yifang's party at Coccolatte last wednesday! (Cher! I've finally been there! hahah) Very nice place... didn't wear a uniform though, haha, cause I don't know... guess I'm just not as extroverted in that sense? Heh. But it was fun though, got to see all the people from SA whom I haven't seen in ages! Talked a lot with Ben... haha... and his mad pole dancing!

Friday went out with the BV mentors for supper at Bt. Timah! Mel! Deedee is so adorable! :) Mel, JH and I were fussing over Deedee while Caleb and Daniel looked weird and stood at the side. Tsk. No appreciation for the nice things in life. :p

Hm... Then went out yesterday with Sam.

I GOT THE NEW JORDI LABANDA NOTEBOOK IN GREEN! IT'S THE LAST COPY IN THAT SIZE WHAHAHAHAH. *jumps.dance.skips.laughinthefaceofotherswhodidn'tgetit*
HAHAHA!

Anyway, on a sane note, I may go back again to buy the 3d notebooks too. But it's a little more ex... sian.

Hm. Later met Danial for dinner at CoffeeClub. They didn't have the -

Oh wait, before I say that. I had to wait for 45 minutes!!!!!!!!!!! I never wait for other people! I'm supposed to be the one who's late!!!!!!!!!!

=p

And nobody pokes my stomach and says I'm fat!!!!!!!!!!!

:/

Okay so I was saying, they didn't have the cheese pie that I wanted.

Erm. Later kind of bummed around at Wheelock for a while before meeting his friends to go to Rav for his friend's birthday thing. ... I've never been to Boat Quay. Really. Anyway in a nutshell, I suck at games that need coordination, I am sober, and someone tried to indirectly feed me peanuts. Tsk. =) I'm still like clear enough to realise that, you see. Kind of left early, cause I was so tired, and on the cab the driver kept talking to me. Hahah... I think he was afraid I would fall asleep or puke or something? Heh. But he was friendly la.

Okokokok!!! HAve to go or I'll be late for Bird Park! :D

One week !

... and I feel like I have been cut off from civilisation for a long time!

Heh. Currently interning at Singapore Island Country Club (SICC) ... and like all good country clubs it's located at the end of a loooooooog drive. So I have to take the shuttle bus in. And like I've complained in a few previous entries, it's at Upper Thompson, so it's like... REALLY FAR for me.

The IRONIC THING is - So far I've always been on time, early even. These couple of days I've been 15 minutes early for the shuttle bus. Heh.

See? When I wanna be early I can! I'm not always late! :D

Anyway, sian. My hp camera is spoilt, or I can take some photos of where I work.

Oh I wanna complain a little!!!

I have NO TABLE!!!!

I have to sit at the counter (I'm in the golfing department)... so sometimes the members (mostly golfers) would come and ask me questions -
'How do I change my handicap?'
'Can I play at the Island course today?'
'Is there a tournament at the New course today?'
'I lost my 9 iron at the old course, do you have it?' (How do you lose a golf club?!)
'I want to sign up for PC test'
'Can I sign my child up for the junior camp?' (Oh this I know! :D)

So ya... I'm just like customer service la. Heh. But sigh... I know interns are like people who do rubbish jobs, but ... I don't know la. A did apologise to me that she's busy with competitions these couple of days so couldn't really orientate me around.

But I really like the people there! A's the golfing exec, like my supervisor (I'm supposed to 'report' to her) ... she's really funny. Heh. A little intimidating but very funny and nice. She was offering me some ang ku kueh and I was like 'Erm, I'm allergic to peanuts'. So she's like 'Oh, got green bean ones also!' ... Then she looks into the box trying to look for the green bean ones. I looked into the box and there were this assortment of green and red kuehs. She then asked Sh which were the green bean ones. Sh said 'The green ones are the green bean ones la!'

Hahaha...

Sh's really nice too. On the first day of work, she asked me to sit at her table (cause she was going off early) and got a stack of mags and told me to surf the net if I wanted to.
Others too, the rest of the golfing assistants. Kat's really nice ... she's like so chatty and friendly and happy all the time. She's really nice to me as well, kind of always involving me when the staff are speaking. Z's very nice also, very friendly and always teach me stuff, although he kind of gets bullied by them sometimes heh. R's a little quiet, but I think that's cause she's new. But I kind of learnt a lot from her. Oh also my namesake :) spelled with a K ... at first I thought she didn't like me, but she's been very nice to me, always teaching me stuff too

And have been interning with Steve, Yvonne and Su Juan! All of them are so nice! =) I think the girls (all sans Steve) have been getting along very well. Our 'long' lunches, our complaining :D. Today's staff menu at the Island pool being roasted pork belly (eeeyuck) we opted to eat at 19th Hole instead. Haha... a little more ex but the food's more delish!

And oh ya... Dan sent me home on Monday and Tuesday... kind of made the ride home less boring. :) I'm so polite, but thanks for doing that :D

I got work tomorrow!!! ON A SATUDAY!!!

1/2 day la, but still. :/

SaturdaySaturdaySaturday!

I'm sorry my entries seem to be all 2-3 days late... haha... have been really tired since I started working. I have to wake up at 6!!! !@#$#%$#@%

(But it's alright la... things are looking better. =D)

Anyway Saturday! :D

Had lunch and went out to watch Summer Storm with Christina. It's so good! It's about homosexuality and I thought it was pretty nicely done. Kind of captures the emotions very well. ... Erm not that I would know what kind of emotion la, but I don't know... you kind of understand their conflict. And on a less intellectual sidenote (haha) there are some pretty cute guys in that film! :D Gowatchgowatchgowatch!!!

Then went to Serangoon to Danial's place...

He tried to make me watch Amityville horror!!! Hahah... but of course. I do not watch horror films :P Watched Russell Peters instead. I like him! He's too funny! :D 'Three gay guys came on the screen. I mean, they appeared on the television screen' Or something to that effect... I'm paraphrasing. It was really good.

I enjoyed spending time with you :)

If you are reading this

You know you're the only one okay?

No one else.

Don't be angry.

I'm sorry.

The one about raiding my book closet

Clearing out my bookshelf yesterday, I found the stack of greeting cards I kept throughout the years. Made me nostalgic. Grabbed my dad's hp cam and started snapping away.

I'd like to share some. (If you guys don't see your cards here, that's cause I am leaving them for the next erm.. edition .. haha)

NSL

The card on the furthest left look store bought right, but it's actually hand made! And I remember in that card SL stuffed lots of potpurri. Hahah... I got a shock when I opened it and everything came tumbling out. Heh. And oh oh... look at the card on the furthest right.. the square one with the snowman. :D Eh SL, you remember how we got that card? Heh

NSL

The yellow bag is apparently my bag... Actually it's an alright bag la.. and I didn't even carry it a lot heh, but she had to satirized it :P. Ok la, I have to admit SL is really good at art and drawing stuff. I really liked the buttercup card she made. (Alright I was in a powerpuff girls phase ok? :p) And oh look at the birthday letter... she claims it's the first letter she's ever written in her life. Haha. I'm erm.. honored.

Sam

Ok, Sam is like, really good at this paper cutting/carving stuff! Gah look at the gorgeous angel girl thingy she drew and cut out! :D That was the really gorgeous Waipai 'angel'

Sam

Look look look... The designs are all cut out piece by piece... Can you imagine the kind of work it involves?! Especially the circles one!! Oh ya... the straw thing on top is a 'last straw message'. Haha... don't ask me, ask Sam what that means.

PS and MING

Left side PS, right side Ming. I would like to point out something... see the blue oval-y things on the card on the far left from PS? She was drawing PEANUTS marching towards me. :/ Thanks ah... hahah. And Ming's pretty Christmas cards! I realise I have lots of Xmas cards from Ming... kind of ... one every year I know her! HEh.

More cards

3 cards from Mike! I really like the Born to Shop one. Heh... Sums me up perfectly... and can be hung! Heh. The Mona Lisa one was from my junior in secondary school. It's too funny... the chinese words below translate 'In the new year, may you eat good, sleep well, and have no worries throughout the year'. The last one was a 'xmas' card from Ben, which he gave me three months late on my birthday. *glare at Ben.

Group cards

I like group cards! Haha.. but so far I've only gotten 2 :P One from Mel,Qihan and Weiyuan (together with the gorgeous 21 roses :D) and once again is perfect... cause I love shoes, shopping and chocolate. :D. The one on the right is from the bizad management committee last year. Everyone signed it and I love reading the individual messages that they write for me. I'm weird like that. :D

Primary School :)

I dug this out!! This is from Primary school... from Charmaine in P4! Can you believe it ... I'm such a sentimental smuck. Heh. It reads (on the top) To my best friend, Christine :D We were sort of best friends back then. Heh.