Sk8ter Boi

I don't know why everyone seems to think Robb is a loud mouth guy, but I like him. Maybe because he's so straightforward and in-your-face. He's just honest and plain speaking and doesn't do what ShiiAss does, hide in some bushy area and speak bad about people. (Oops, did I really type ShiiASS? It was a typo, of course, or maybe it was the subconscious mind saying 'She's an Asshole')

Anyway, that would be the first time I cried when someone was voted out from Survivor. Especially when Robb was saying '2 'B's dude, 2 'B's'. Now, some people would say I'm silly to think that it was endearing, but after how nice he was and how his revelation came about that he had learnt some important things on the island. Like how he realised the importance of family and stuff. I was like, Oh... Robb, I'd take care of you. Really, that's how much I like him. The mood was v. nice when he gave his speech, making me learn the importance of family too. That was until ShiAss came onto the screen and said 'Oh, but the mood is still the same, I don't think we trust anyone more than in the past.' Bitch.

Even their closing speech, Robb came across as the more genuine and forgiving one as he didn't say anything bad about ShiiAss at all - "Had our ups and downs, but glad I got to know you'. And what did that ass say? 'a fool knows little but talks much' Hmmm, who talked alot to the camera when no one else was looking? Who was the one complaining to the camera about every three seconds. Who was the one who talked so much about how she could solve a logic puzzle blindfolded? Maybe she should think if the comment applies to her as well before sprouting it out.

Oh Robb, without him, Survivor's going to get really boring. Just like Gabriel was voted off in Survivor Marquesas, everything just went boring from there.

So who do I think would get the million dollars (maybe 7 hundred thousand minus taxes)?

Jake

You heard it here first!!

Oh, something new I learnt - Robb was chosen Arizona's Bachelor of the Year! (Prior to the show, of course)

Library Surprise Didn't think that the library was interesting at all?

Was in the library today when saw this guy from school whom I've never talked to before. Just have seen him on some occasions and around school and lectures. Didn't see him at first but came to me and said hello to me. Was v. surprised and chatted with him for a while. And when left said bye to him. Was pleasantly surprised and think he is a v friendly person.

And there was this guy whom think was quite cute in the cute guy sense and was looking at him at the corner of my eye. Looks v cute when he puts on glasses. Anyway, was getting ready to leave the library and realised that he was looking at me as I packed my stuff! Was quite weirded out and didn't know what to do so decided to go ahead and looked back at him. BIG MISTAKE. I could never hold a gaze to a guy I think was cute or liked. So was sort of 'stunned' for a moment as didn't expect it to be so, well, weird. Sort of a whole new sensation.

Who?

Just got this email from a guy named Joseph. He seemed to know my name and stuff and was quite sure that he didn't just send the email randomly or anything. Had to know the person's name (i.e mine) to send this email.

Why am I so surprised? I had no idea who this person is. None at all.

Goodbye

Really really really feel v. sad. Mean, cannot believe that 2 years have just passed so quickly! And now, it's farewell assembly. Sigh. Love all the teachers and the staff. Even Muthu is great, come to think of it.

Want to write a dedication thingy to all the teachers. Maybe later tmr. Survivor NOW!!!

Hmmm...

I wondered if Helen Tan got the email about this teacher who got her class to compile a list of positive comments for her class and this teacher made a list of all the comments and gave each student a list. Then this student got into a car accident and a teary mother told the teacher, 'my son always carried this with him' and what was that? The positive comments list.

So Mrs. Tan got our class to do one, and I must say that what I got was.. interesting. For one, I got one called 'Protean S'pore Blond' Maybe it was a typo and wasn't meant for me or sth but still. I mean, is that positive or what? I don't really catch the connotation, for one. I checked and 'protean' means being ever changing or sth. So I say, it was pretty interesting.

And I got another which says 'Perfect'. Hmmm... that person doesn't know me that well. I mean, other than being one of my email addresses, perfect isn't sth that I'd use to describe myself. You have to be really egoistical to call yourself that... hahaha. Nevertheless, it was flattering (I'd try to ignore the fact that it may be a sarcastic remark or sth...hahahahaha)

Some others are 'Sunshine girl' and 'nice big eyes'. WELL... I got an idea of this Taiwanese comedian 'NoNo' who dubbed himself ' sunshine boy'. Hahaha, but love him, he's hilarious. Still, I thought that was a very, uh, sunny expression for me. I mean, I can be cheery, but I am not 'hearts and flowers' all the time. But was a v. nice comment all the same. And 'nice big eyes'! It is a v. sweet comment, considering I've always groaned about having funny looking eyes, one slightly larger than the other. Maybe that is the best feature...hmmm..

And there are smattering of other comments like 'sweet' and 'giggly' that kinda describes me some of the time, when I'm in my silly moods and others like 'quick-witted' and 'bright' that describes me when I'm in a slightly sharper and more awake moments..haha.

There is one very weird one tho, I was described as 'open', hmmm...

Lalalala

Survivor Rants.

Did you hear me scream? Maybe it was just a shocked gasp but when those Sook Jai idiots (minusing Robb, Steph and Jed, of course) voted out Jed, I could have marched right into the TV set and kicked smirky ShiiAnn's ass. Maybe I do't want to as it would fill my feet with cellulite. She calls herself 'Ally McBeal'. Yeah Right. In your dreams, buddy. Maybe as skinny, but one look at the face is all it's needed to convince me that she is indeed fantasising. Look into the mirror, girl.

I simply cannot believe they voted out Jed!! One less eye candy, of course, but there are other factors to consider too. Who is the one that pulled SJ out of trouble in the first immunity challenge with his cool headed analysis of the puzzle? Who is the one who jumped into the water gamely to help Penney pull the puzzle piece in the 2nd immunity challenge, hence saving SJ once again? Need I say?

Of course, the SJians are too blind to see that, just as they were too blind to see that hey maybe they NEED food to survive on the island. Food that Jed was trying to get for them. Have they all gone freaking stupid?

In fact, I am not so angry at the rest of the tribe people as at ShiiAss. Initially, I thought she was okay, but now, she just gets on my nerves. She keeps bitching on her tribe members. Stupid members, they are so silly, I could do this in my sleep blah blah blah. I believe she could do puzzles in her sleep because she was dreaming that she was smart.

And in the reward challenge! Look at her squaring up trying to tackle Ted. Skinny bitch against Big Burly Ted. Who wins? Well, it takes very little brain cells to figure that out, doesn't it? Couldn't she have done something smarter? Like kick Ted's groin or face or something. Probst said it was the attack zone, therefore you can attack in anyway you like. Somehow, I was right, she doesn't require the minimum amount of brain cells to figure that out.

And go Stephanie and Robb! Though you got eliminated, it was very cool seeing how you guys tried to get back at the CGians. Stephanie especially. I would have done sth like her, like, get my revenge by pulling the person who toppled me. And Robb was damn cool. I really digged the way her just held Clay by the neck and disposed of him. See, you could attack the person anyway you liked.

And Ghandia. The part of Ted touching her was fine enuf, I believed her and thought there must be a good explaination for this or it is really Ted's fault. Then flashback! What is this image of Ghandia stroking Ted's inner thigh? Or saying he's good to hug? And the part of her saying how she could flash her breasts at the other team. How the heck is she going to convince me that she hasn't enjoyed what happened? I'm on Ted's side, obviously.

Way to go Brian! I love how he is playing the game. I even hear him say 'thank you'. So polite and yet, playing the game so well. Brilliant.

Finally, I hope SheAss gets voted off next week. I cannot stand her. I hope they put her face on a porcupine, or a durian.

Excuses

I just sat in the corner of my closet and cried.

Maybe it's everything coming together and forcing down on me or am just feeling v. down at the moment but everything just seemed so bleak. Suddenly realised how mum kept nagging at me to put down the phone wheneveer I get a phone call, but she does not do that to Alex. It's is so unfair. I don't usually talk on the phone, only once in a long while, and when I do get calls, she decides to scold me and call me to do all sorts of chores.

When Alex has phone calls, she isn't like that.

Don't get me wrong, I do not resent my brother, or mum for that matter. I love them all to bits. Sometimes, I feel I do not have the same sort of closeness that bro-ster has with mum. Sometimes, mum and me can't have a conversation for 10 minutes without arguing. I know she loves me, afterall, she quit her job for me. She offered to go to CityLink early in the morning sacrificing her sleep just to get the bag she knew I liked. She lost her bracelet while buying me a present she knew I really liked.

Maybe I'm over reacting. Bleah, I just needed to get something out of my system.

The Amazing Race home to watch the Amazing Race.

FINALLY!!! The Amazing Race (TAR) 3 is here! I have been waiting for who knows how long. And it's here finally. Anyway, the little caption above depicts my race home to watch the first episode of TAR. School let off at 2.15. I usually take one hour to get home. But I was v. determined today to get home by 3 to see Phil Keoghan say 'Teams Go!'. And I practically rushed all the way home to watch TAR when I arrived at the Bukit Batok bus interchange to see my bus pulling away!!!! And what did I do? I ran to the next bus stop and caught that same bus (it was stuck at the red light). Hah, eat your heart out, driver.

I think I'm pretty amazing. Therefore, I should join the Amazing Race. Haha...

K, will sign in with my viewpts. of the different groups later.

Later!

Strangeness

You know how awkward it is when one of your friends isn't in your group anymore, but it has nothing to do with you and technically speaking, both are you are still speaking to each other and yet, because of the seperation of the group thing, it is so weird to be speaking with them?

Welcome to my world

Maybe I am preventing it from happening...

I read an 'ok' book, called 'Venus Envy', which, according to Lucas, is Chick Lit (CL). Wait a minute...

Chick - slang for a young, pretty, sassy female
Lit - connotes literary aspect

Therefore, I conclude that CL is actually a nice compliment indeed. Imagine, I am a literary, young, pretty, sassy female. I could always look at the better side of the comment haha...

Anyway, I digressed

Back to 'Venus Envy'. It's about this romantically orientated girl who keeps searching for true love yet focusses too much on the romantic part and dated jerks instead of her true-love-guy. Sounds confusing, but I believe I messed up on the description, but it's a great book. Anyway, one thing was that she often tortures herself by not taking the one obvious guy for her, preferring to go the long route and search for her 'romanticism' instead. She cannot commit.

Somehow she reminds me of me. The cannot commit part, I mean. I always find it the hardest to know when the guy is the one for you; when he asks you out, you know you can go out with him and not go 'ewwww' later. It's so difficult to come to terms with it and make a choice about your guy. I mean, what if he turned out to be disgusting instead? How can you be so sure that the decision that you make now is perfectly correct?

See, it's my fickleness cum impulsiveness. Sounds contradictory. I am the kind of girl that willingly buys a bottle of nail polish because everyone else is buying something and then go home and stare at the nail polish and think, this is the most grotesque thing I've ever seen what possessed me to buy it i am such a rash person but when I bought it I thought it was nice but now I don't like it.

That was a stream of conciousness. But it shows the fickleness cum impulsiveness.

And I am torturing myself. I cannot content myself ever.